My mind isn't nice and sweet
Its mean and hurtful
Tells me bad things
That aren't true
But its hard to
Believe I try
To be strong
But its hard
When my mind is
Wrong always saying I
Deserve pain I deserve
Shame don't Anyone understand
My pain I'll fake a smile so real
And pure you will think I'm happy
But I'm not anymore I may
Laugh and dance around
But I'm hurting
My brain screams
I've gotten fat
Exercise it says
I can't find the energy
I'm weak my future
Is dark and sad
I want to be okay
So I survive another
Day saying
The pain will fade
But it won't it grows
Like a plant
Looks so beautiful
But then it spreads like
Weeds it starts to kill me
Tangles me up
Strangles my soul
Its so sad and lonely
I'm alone I don't
Have no where to go
I keep living I'm living a
Lie let's face it I want to
Die but I don't have the
Energy I'm fighting my
Brain day and night
I just keeping praying
I'll win this fight it
Feels like I lost
But I keep
Fighting
Tho I have no
Might I have to win
This pain I fight
My brain I fight
The pain I hide the
Shame I act all fine
I'm dying inside sadly
I've lost my mind
The weeds are strong
They get watered everyday
By my demons my brain
Is so dark there's not light
The weeds covered it I
Try drowning my pain with
lots of Water I Also sing songs I'll
Sing along but the pain is still
There life's not fair I keep
drowning my Pain to a song
but sadly I'm not singing along
My mind is so dark there's
no sun Or moon its just darkness
And water I'm drowning again
The waters so deep I'm chocking
On the water I'm struggling to breath
I'm going under so far down
I'm drowning oh I'm drowning
I'm losing faith and losing hope
I believe I lost my self to the pain
I just hope I can swim one day
I'm still down and chocking
I'm also chained to huge chains
I just give in I drown in the water
I'm not dead outside of my brain
But in my brain
I died the pain Consumed me
All my brain sings now
Is I don't want to live
Anymore I deserve
To die such pain
Why did I let
My brain
Give me so
Much pain
Poem is about
Drowing in your
Head from thoughts
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poetry Of Healing
PoesiePoetry is what I write when I don't feel alright its a place I can express my self I made poetry to help my self and I posted it on here so I could look at it everyday I didn't expect people to read it also I don't need help I'm just writing how I f...
