In a small coastal town nestled in the rolling hills of Villahermoso lives Mari, a girl suffering from depression and suicidal thoughts, has hit rock bottom in life. She had lost hope and doesn't see any reason to go on living anymore. Her life chan...
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MARI
What Wes did made me realize something important, very important.
I just realized that in order to grow, you have to do something for you to be the better version of yourself. And Wes' idea was the perfect way.
Writing poems about how beautiful life can be.
This idea of him serves as my second life in which I have to move, speak, and think positively to really change my perspective in life. Because as Maya Angelou said, "If you can't change it, change the way you think about it"
This new notebook not only serves as my new life but also serves as my new listener. Though having Wes who really understands me makes me think I don't deserve it.
Because he is too good to be true. Hindi kapani-paniwala kasi ang bait niyang talaga sa'kin kaya minsan ay naiisip kong hindi ko deserve ang kabaitan niya.
But Wes is full of wisdom and a very nice friend. He said that he was just genuinely worried about me because I am his friend afterall.
In the middle of my chaos, there's Wes, and that's why I love him. I won't get tired saying how lucky I am to have him as my bestfriend.
Lunes nanaman ngayon. A perfect day for me to be start doing something productive, ma-ulap pa sa labas pero unti-unti ng nagkakaroon ng sinag ng araw dito sa kwarto ko.
It's currently 6 am, I'm usually either sleeping or should I say forcing my self to sleep because of trouble sleeping, or crying thinking that I have to go through another day as usual.
But today, as I woke up early, it made me feel that I am a real person with real responsibilities to do and a day to face.
Wow. Did I really just said that? That's so not my character . . . not at all.
I stood up at my bed and did some stretching because apparently, they said stretching helps you move more through the day and to prevent some serious injuries and stuff. Stretching in the morning can help people set the tone for their day by allowing them to start with a sense of mindfulness and intention; and I guess what the internet said are somewhat true. Stretching did feels so nice.
Puno ng kalat ang kwarto ko but not in a trashy way, more like tila ba ay tinamaan ng bagyo. Ang mga damit ko ay parang bundok na na naka-patong sa sofa ko. Ang mga aklat ko ay hindi maayos ang pagka-ayos, mayroon pa ngang nasa sahig at may mga punit.
I even saw a broken vase near the balcony, ito ata yung binasag ko nang minsang may ginawa ang amain ko to the point na gusto ko nalang sirain lahat ng nakikita ko dahil sa galit. I really hate screams, it's the reason of my love of being alone.
