It's Not Over Yet, A Varian X Reader COMPLETE

Chapter 19: Back From the Dead

Welcome back guys! it's been so long and I finally had time to write more. I recently graduated high school which is a great achievement of mine seeing as how I started writing the Varian X reader books when I was only a freshman in high school. It's amazing how time flew from creating this book series and still going throughout the years

As the months went by everyone accepted the fact that Y/N perished in the ocean, her body was never found, therefore Rapunzel and everyone else think she was forever lost in the ocean's waters never to be found again. Everyone seems to be moving on from the mourning stage, living their lives as if it never happened, everyone except Varian. Varian has been locked up in his lab ever since that fateful day, mourning his loss, finding any possible way to bring Y/N back into his life. Because in truth is, he misses her dearly. He still remembers those three words she mouthed out to him before she plummeted to her demise. Those three words that were never spoken out loud but in silence, the three words he wishes he could say back to her.

'I love you'

He hadn't known her feelings for him, and he regrets not realizing sooner and realizing his feelings for her as well. He isn't aware at how long ago those feelings for him started to rise, and he doesn't know when his feelings for her started. Maybe he was just too blind to see, too caught up in his infatuation with Cassandra.

Varian's P.O.V

"Come on, come on, this has to be it. This needs to be it," I exclaim to myself in frustration.

I mix two chemicals together to form a reversal reaction. Slowly, I pour in the yellow chemical into the red chemical, hoping for a positive outcome. Instead, I get a mini explosion that knocks me right off my feet and onto my back.

"No no no NO NO FUCK, I HAD IT WHY DIDN'T IT WORK, I SWEAR IT WAS THE CORRECT CHEMICALS WHY IS IT WRONG!"

I go over to my desk and throw all my notes on the ground with one swift motion of my hands. I yell in frustration and turn to the nearest wall and punch it as hard as I can, tears start streaming down my face as I lose hope. There is a light knock at the door to my lab, I try my best to ignore it, hoping that it'll eventually go away. I hear the door open, and light footsteps slowly walk inside, closing the door behind them. I still don't dare look at who just walked into my lab. Then a soft voice lightly starts talking to me, a voice I really don't want to hear at the moment.

"Varian, it's been three months since I and the rest of us have seen you, please we are worried about you. Let's go somewhere today, we all miss you." Rapunzel said in her usual soft toned voice which annoyed me at the moment.

"I don't want to see anyone right now, I'm really busy, come back another time" I said in a harsh tone not daring to look in her eyes.

"Look I know it's been really hard for you I know that, which is why I want to help you and I can't do that if you don't leave your lab for at least a few hours to come and spend time with us. We all want to help you get better and move on"

I stand straight and that's when I look at Rapunzel in the eyes with so much rage at her last sentence. Move on, she wants me to move on like nothing happened, like I wasn't the cause of my best friend and the love of my life's death.

"You want me to move on from her like she didn't mean shit? Like she was never in my life, like I never loved her?! You are sick to think that I will just move on and forget about Y/N like she was nothing, she meant the world to me and now because of me she is dead at the bottom of the ocean!" I yell hopefully making her regret that she ever said that to me.

"I'm not saying to forget her like she was nothing, moving on is not staying in the past and mourning over someone for an extended period of time, it's not healthy for you and I know she would have wanted you to be happy and not thinking of her and being sad all the time. We haven't forgotten about her, she still lives in our hearts, now she needs to live in your heart too"

I look down in anger not wanting to move on but knowing she has a point, Y/N would have wanted me to not be sad at her death, she would have wanted me to live my life being happy and enjoying every moment of it for as long as I live. But right now, I'm not in the right state of mind to go anywhere or do anything, just to work on an element that is able to bring people back to life, I want to be able to bring my Y/N back in my arms and this time never let her go.

3rd P.O.V

For the last three months after Y/N has been discovered in the beaches of Sapora, Andrew has trained her to be a better fighter than she was before and even get better control over her eclipse powers. Everyday she worked endlessly to get stronger like she wanted, to be able to take revenge at the people who wronged her and tried to kill her. She was determined to give them what she was supposed to get months ago. Death. Y/N wanted everyone to feel what she was feeling when she thought she was going to die, only this time they will actually die, a painful death too, to count for the hours of water she got in her lungs making them burn and feel like she would eventually die and even wishing death to take her soon.

"Y/N, are you ready to commence our plan on taking over Corona?" Andrew yells across the field holding my sword out to me.

I stop my training to look at Andrew, I nod in agreement with a smirk forming on my lips.

"You know I am always ready for anything, let's go we shouldn't waste any more time."

I run over to Andrew, and he throws my sword at me and I swiftly catch it with one hand. We both head to let the others know that it was time to head over to Corona and slowly surround the village and take over the whole kingdom.