11| "I promise I will make P'Yin happy."

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╰┈➤𝐘𝐈𝐍 𝐏𝐎𝐕*ೃ༄

As I sat in the nightclub with my friend, surrounded by the pulsating music, my attention should have been focused on the unknown girl who was inching closer to me. But my mind, stubbornly preoccupied, refused to let go of thoughts about the small guy.

'Why can't I get him out of my head?' I lamented silently, with frustration. The confusion within me grew.

'What's wrong with me?' I whispered to myself, hoping for some clarity. I had been trying to distance myself from the unexplainable emotions that tied me to the small guy when I saw him with someone else. Yet here I was, unable to escape his grip on my mind.

The music thumped louder but it failed to drown out the nagging doubts that gnawed at me. I wondered if this persistent longing was merely a fleeting infatuation or something more bigger, buried deep within my heart.

Lost in my introspection, the unknown girl beside me suddenly pulled my hand. "Let's dance, Yin," she said with enthusiasm.

Without waiting for a response, she pulled me towards the crowded dance floor, urging me to join her. I decided to put aside my thoughts of the small guy and took the opportunity to lose myself. As always.

As the bass throbbed through my veins, I allowed the music to take hold of me, guiding my movements in sync with the pounding beats.

"Are you okay, Yin?" She asked and wrapped her arms over my neck. "You seem a bit distracted," she added.

"Yeah, I'm fine. Just thinking about something unimportant," I said and she smiled seductively while decreasing our lip's distance.

"Then, should we have some fun?"

A corner of my mouth turned up as I pulled her closer by wrapping my hands around her small waist. "We should," I responded and only then, I decreased our distance until our lips pressed together.

The moment I felt her lips against mine, a tornado of memories from the time I kissed War swept through my head, making me close my eyes and imagining she was him.

Driven by the clear imagination of War's lips, my own lips moved against hers with urgency. Longing and desperation.

"Emm...Yin..." She moaned.

Between the kisses, I grapple with the complexity of my desires. The unknown girl, unaware of the turmoil within me, responded to my passion with her own enthusiasm.

The kiss deepened and the girl became more aggressive, not giving a fuck about her surroundings. But my internal struggle kept escalating. I yearned to lose myself in the moment, to succumb entirely to the sensations enveloping us. But I...I couldn't.

As soon as I broke the kiss, my eyes caught War who stood not far away from us. His lips turned down and his eyes locked on me. Instantly, a rush of conflicting emotions coursed through me, making me instantly push that woman away and rush towards him.

What the fuck he was doing here? It struck me that he never came here alone. The first time he came here was with me a month ago when I brought here. That was the first time and last.

As I closed our distance, I instantly grabbed War's arm and pulled him outside the club.

"What the fuck is you are doing here, War?" Those were the first words I asked as soon as we were already outside.

Silence.

"Phi-P'Yin kissed a pretty woman," he said with his head bent down.

"That's not my fucking question, Wanarat. I ask you why you came here?" I asked angrily, causing him to slowly lift his head, meeting my eyes.

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