Rivals

Hopeless

  I stayed outside, staring at the grass feeling the wind flow through my hair.. i didnt know how long i've been here, i didnt even care if they wanted to hurt me only i wanted my friends to be free. I felt myself getting tired, next thing i know i fall asleep on the grass.

TOMs POV
   I watched her as she fell asleep outside, i rolled up a blunt and i sat down with the others. "pass it around" gustav said to me, i passed it over to him and i relaxed myself on the couch. I glanced over to bill and stassie and saw how they couldn't keep their hands to themselves.. i looked at georg, he was probably the meanest out of all of us so the fact that he hasnt did anything to hurt his bitch made me a bit worried. Gustav, he had anger issues and the poor girl he's with is in denial.. i could tell these girls werent properly loved, how can they fall for a facade so easily? Did they even care? Bella let a glass of water fall on the ground and the sound of it hitting the floor made me snap out of all this thinking.

  "What the fuck are you fucking stupid??" gustav yelled at her, he grabbed her by the arm and pushed her into the ground "Clean it up right fucking now." He said to her, she got red.. "okay" her voice cracked. "Here i'll help you bella" said the russian puppy stassie, "Let her clean it up herself." Bill said to her wrapping his arms around her. I let out a chuckle, then they all quickly started laughing. We we're all feeling it, "So are we racing tonight?" georg asked as he ashed the blunt. "When are we going to brazil? we need to solve that business issue over there. And the private jet is all fixed up." Bill said blowing the smoke from his own cigarette.

  "I could go for a little trip right now, america stresses me out. plus the police are probably looking for us, " i stopped myself from talking as the thought of their age came up in my head, we didnt even know how old they were.
"Yea for sure, but tonight we could go to the underground club.. you already know how we are down there." bill stood up and poured some wine into glass. "I dont mind going to the underground" everyone shook their head yes, i got up and went outside to get angel.

BRIANNAs POV
  "Wakey Wakey" i hear as im being shaken aggressively. "What the hell do you want" i sat up and looked at him squatting down, he quickly slapped me so hard and left my ear ringing for a bit i looked up to him in shock. "I told you to respect me and watch how you talk to me." he said as he pushed my head back, "i'll never respect you, you bipolar asshole" i looked at him with my red eyes from crying. "Get up, go get ready we're going somewhere." he picked me up dragging me inside "im not going anywhere fuck you leave me alone." i said to kicking him in the stomach, he took me upstairs and threw me in the shower, before i could run out he turned the water on.. the HOT water.

  I screamed in pain, as i felt the hot water hit my skin " TURN IT OFF" he pushed me right under the water, i saw my skin going from tanned to red. He took his clothes off and got in the shower with me "If you want to stink that bad, go ahead. I can help you clean yourself up." He got in, "I dont need you to help me with anything. " i said looking up at him. "Well then have fun with the hot water," he was about to step out of the shower "Wait.. fine. but dont look at me.." i said to him hoping he would change the water back to normal. I never showered with someone so i was extremely uncomfortable, i started washing my hair trying to ignore the fact there was another human being right next to me..

   "You never showered with someone before?" he asked me, i ignored him and continue washing myself. "Im talking to you" he raised his voice at me "No i never have." i stomped my feet on the ground, he ran his hands around my body.. touching every curve i had i slapped his hands off of my body.
  "You've never been touched like this havent you?" he whispered in my ears.. his accent made it sound even more sexier. I got goosebumps all over my body. "stop." i said looking down, he kissed my neck, and hugged me from behind.. i felt him getting harder i felt nervous, and uncomfortable. He turned me around and kissed me, i kissed him back and put my arms around him.. i was turning soft on the guy that wants to hurt me for no reason. He lowered his hands down to my private area, i looked up to him he gave me the softest look.. "open ur legs." he demanded, i froze. He kissed me some more and he made his fingers dance on my area, i let out a soft moan he quickly kissed me as i moaned in his mouth. I wanted more, i wanted him inside of me and i dont know why.. why was i attracted to someone who doesnt care about me, it was obvious what he wanted. The water running through both of ur bodies, our bodies so close together they were kissing each other too. I felt myself to my climax, i let out a loud moan as he catch me from falling.. he smiled at me, "Im not as bad as you think angel.. we dont have to be in love" he got out of the shower, and left me there naked.

I stood there frozen, i was confused on what just happened.. i hate him. He cant just touch me and get away with it.. but i let him.... and if he stayed in the shower, i might've let it gone on for longer. I was ashamed, i enjoyed the touch of my kidnapper. I quickly snapped out of my thinking, i washed myself again, i scrubbed and scrubbed trying to erase his touch from me. i got out the shower, looked in the mirror trying to process what just happened. I forgot how i looked like, i saw how red my lips were.. how my nose, eyebrows, looked. I never look at myself in the mirror unless im doing my makeup, i never noticed my features that much. "Anastasia picked out some clothes for you, they're on top of the bed." I was startled, he just bashed inside the bathroom without knocking and i was sick of it.

I stared at him as he closed the door giving me a smirk. That stupid cunt, oh how i hate him. I brushed my teeth, and got out the bathroom to see the clothes stassie picked out for me. It was a black tube top dress, Vivienne Westwood jewelry, and red bottoms. I was so confused on where she got these at.. i go over to open the door and yell her name. She came in quickly, all jumpy and ready. She was wearing a mini jean skirt, with a belt, white tube top, and some black fishnets underneath the skirt. "Where did all this designer come from?" i asked her pointing over. "Oh they ordered it for us! I remembered you saying you wanted red bottom heels before, so i told them to get you some! and we're going shopping sometime this week!" she said all smiley.

I didnt know if i was comfortable accepting gifts from these guys, but i mean how can i say no to Vivienne Westwood and Louboutins Heels. I put on the clothes, and i noticed stassie didnt have any makeup on. "Do you have makeup?" i asked her, she shook her head yes and grabbed my wrist and took me to one of the rooms in the house. It had no furniture except a huge mirror, a bit confusing but whatever. "We can all do our makeup here like we did at the club!" she said as she sat down, bella and kim were there too they had on tight dresses with heels. Kim turned on music and we all started our makeup, i was still confused and felt betrayed but at this moment i felt comfort. I felt the most alive i felt since i got here god knows when. I started putting on my makeup, and i glanced over at stassie. We were all thin, but stassie looked very unhealthy.. this is how her addiction started at first, she would stop eating and depend on drugs all the time. I just kept staring at her face, she looked exactly like gemma ward, i looked at kim and noticed how all of them were so pretty and looked like models. We all joked about how kim was irina shayks twin, and how stassie was gemmas twin. I let out a soft smile, and they smiled back at me. "Im glad we're all friends" Bella said smiling, leaning in towards me, and stassie giving me a hug. "guys.. they did kidnap us tho. why dont you guys want to escape?? they are hurting us.." i said whispering, i dont trust them at all so for all i know they probably had cameras listening.

" bri.. we're finally free. we dont have to work anymore. they only hurt us if we dont listen, georg told me all about it. We're safe and free here. " Kim said as she gave me a weird look, sure she was my friend and kind but she could be a bitch sometimes. "At least we're all together.. right?" Stassie said as she played with her long blonde hair, she looked down and glanced at us. I was the youngest and i felt like the oldest.. my life wasnt that bad.. i dont deserve this and neither do them. I felt so hopeless, my friends were brainwashed.. i look at bella, she covered all of her bruises.. her eyes were watery and you can tell she's been crying. I couldn't help my friends. They didnt want help, and you cant help someone that doesnt want help.

I stopped my tears from coming in, crying doesnt do anything. I continued doing my makeup, and they turned the music up and started singing. They were all in denial, maybe we all were.. i started thinking about what stassie said. At least we're all drowning together.