Rivals

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I walked along the french streets, tom started trusting me to walk around now.. but with "security"

I wanted to do something. I had alot of ideas, tom would sell drugs in front of me sitting in his laps.

Its been months since i last saw my mom, and if im honest.. i dont know the exact date.

It feels like i been here for years.. my whole life almost. My friend is dead now, with two kids left behind to a drug lord father.

I feel like im not really in the moment, everything is spinning nonstop.. uncontrollably. Im scared, confused, and i still want to leave.

I walked towards the lady with a "Fortune reading" sign, she was sitting with a desk and honestly i didn't believe in that stuff..

i dont even know if i believe in god anymore, he betrayed me too much.

"Come sit!" The lady smiled at me, i raised an eyebrow at the fact she spoke english to me instead of french.

I walked towards her, i felt a grab on my arm.

I sighed, "stupid body guards.." i mumbled, "can i please get my fortune read?" I bat my eyelashes at the tall russian body guard that tom hired just for me. I was thinking about fucking him just to piss tom off i wasn't even allowed to know his name.

A few minutes passed, and the lady reading my fortune grabs my hand and slightly squeezes it. "Get out." She mouthed.

"Wait what?" I whispered, "you must escape." She said with tears in her eyes

The russian body guard grabbed my arm, the last thing i saw was the lady packing up her items..

I went back home, still puzzled over what had happened with that lady.. but i wasn't trying to pay alot of mind to it

georg wasn't the same. I mean, i dont know him that well but i could feel his energy.

It was dark and evil. He wanted revenge, and i did too.

"How are you baby?" I feel a cold hand touch my shoulder, "Good, how about you anastasia?" Anastasia had came from Germany her and bill were there for a week. Apparently visiting bills and toms old home.

"Do you have the stuff?" I raise an eyebrow at her, she pulls out a small baggy with white powder.

I told myself i would never, but i found myself getting dominated by this. I didn't want to feel anything, i wanted to be numb.

TOMs POV

" are you good?"I asked bill, as he lit up his cigarette. He shook his head, he was silent. But for some reason, i knew what he was thinking.

"Going back home, i realized.. this life isn't really for me. " bill said, making eye contact with me.

"What are you bluffing about? I can't do this without you." I said smirking.

"I dont know tom. I want a family, i love anastasia.. i want her safe."

I didn't quite understand what bill was telling me, that girl is safe here. With us.

"She's been sober.. completely lately. I think im growing up with her. I want to settle, and be good with her." He takes a long drag of his cigarette.

"What, is she pregnant?" I raised an eyebrow.

"Don't tell me you got her pregnant bill, this is serious huh?" I stood straight, making eye contact with him.

"Wir haben in Deutschland herausgefunden, dass sie 12 wochen schwanger ist." his eyes were a bit teary, i had no words

"Wagen sie es nicht, mich in ruhe zu lassen.." I whispered. I couldn't look at him, but that was my brother. I'll always love him.

Honestly, i didn't mind bill having a kid. But i knew this could be the end of us, he would end up leaving the gang for his family to live a safe life.. but he would be a absolute idiot if he did that.

Anyone that is with me, next to me, in my crowd, they will always be safe. No matter what.

"Did you know, your bitch is doing drugs now." Bill says chuckling, he was trying to light up the mood i guess.

"I have eyes on her everywhere, of course i know." I reply

"And you're letting it happen? You want her to become an addict?" Bill says smirking, i could tell he wanted to piss me off but i dont get why.

"If she wants to kill herself, fuck it. Let her fucking do it." I walked to the doorway, not making any eye contact with him.

"She'll leave you for someone else that has more drugs" he says before i get to walk out

"She'll be crawling back to me i'll make sure of that." I smile and winked.

SORRY FOR THE SHORT CHAPTER I HAVEN'T UPDATED IN AGES!!! I missed writing, but i haven't been feeling inspired ;( i need ideas of what else to add to spice things up!! I have a few, but i want to hear other ideas!! Also sorry if the german isn't correct, i used google translate lol!