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       I woke up in his bed, again. It was around 5am, it was still dark outside and I just stared at the window in front of me.. My head was in pain, my body hurt, and I was dehydrated. I slowly get up making sure IT doesn't hear me. I got out successfully and headed downstairs.. I saw Gustav and Bella sleeping on the couch together, I headed to one of the bathrooms downstairs and looked at myself. I had eye bags, the cut on my forehead was red and sore, I saw my tangled long black hair and looked for a brush there had to be one somewhere.. Georg definitely brushes his hair. I finally found one and brushed my hair. I lifted toms shirt which I guess he put it on me when I lost conscious.. I saw my ribs sticking out. I saw myself in the mirror and just cried. I couldn't help myself or my friends, he is destroying me. I hopped in the shower. It was about 5:45 when I got out, I go in his room and look for a shirt. "mmm, I guess I'll wear the Virgin Mary shirt." I muttered.

  I put the shirt on and headed downstairs again, stole a cigarette and went outside to watch the sunrise while smoking. It all felt so peaceful.. I glanced over my hand and saw the number on it. My whole body rushed with adrenaline. I went inside and looked for a phone, Gustav must've had one I thought. They took our phones and probably smashed them somewhere so only the guys must've had them. I look over to Bella and Gustav and saw his phone on the table.. I slowly took it and made sure I was quiet.. I glanced over at Bella and saw how safe she looked. How comfortable she must've felt, I never understood her but I didn't need to. Her heart was soft when she wanted. I got up and left outside, i looked at the phone before i called.. is this worth it? is he even up? i immediately ended up calling him and went quiet.

"Hello?" a raspy voice answered, i stood quiet for a few seconds. "Hey.. its b- angel."
"Oh whats up angel, how are you?" he stretched, "im fine.. sorry im calling so early."
"No its fine, i was thinking about before i fell asleep.. I probably manifested it." he said with a chuckle.
"Are you okay?" i muttered, i felt my throat closing up and the tears coming in.
"Yea.. dont worry, me and tom go way back. Ill get you out of there" he said calming me down. I didnt like him, but hearing someone say they'll get me out of here makes me happy.
"thank you." i stifled my cry. I hear the glass door behind me slide open and i quickly hang up the phone and hid it.

It was stassie, she seemed as if she was crying.
" what's wrong?" i asked her lighting up the cigarette again. "He lied to me." she said while her eyes get watery again.. i wrapped my arms around her letting her tell me everything that happened.

    I told her everything that happened with giovanni. "He sounds nice, are you going to leave?" she whispered while wiping her tears,  i let out a soft laugh and sniffed. ".. yea, you're coming too."
"I dont want to leave.."
"But he lied.. and he is rough with you." i looked up at her.
" I think i love him tho." she let out a soft smile.
i stayed quiet, that wasnt love.. he hurts her and lies about simple things like his name.. no wonder why tom called him bill. We stayed outside for couple more minutes and just smoked our cigarette

   TOMS POV

 I wake up and didn't see her, I checked the cameras on my phone and saw she was with bills girl. I felt a bit of comfort knowing she was safe here.. I almost forgot about the plan, I didnt come here to fall in love. I came to get my revenge, I knew Enzo was scared of me and it made me feel happy. I take a quick shower and head downstairs. I couldnt help but notice Gustav and Bella laying down sleeping on the couch, "They're in love" bill said to me with a smile. I shook my head, "so what are we going to do about Giovanni?" Georg implied. I had no idea, but it was obvious what he was sent by enzo.. ironic to have your best friend kissing your sister. "We wait. The more we wait, the funner it'll be. Plus I don't wanna kill him or bri yet it'll ruin the fun." I lit up a cigarette and poured a cup of coffee. 

   "We have to go to Brazil soon, so what are we gonna do with the girls?" bill asked me, "shit, we bring them with us. We can't leave them here, they'll destroy the house or try to run away and I don't want to be stressing." I replied back to him. "im surprised you haven't killed her yet tom, you're obviously in love.." Georg said. " fuck you im not, I don't move on fast." I said blushing, "well Anastasia found out I lied to her about my name and got upset, I kept it going for long to see how dumb she was" the three of us started laughing, it felt good to laugh even when stuff was happening.. I looked over and saw Georgs girl eating ice for breakfast like a weirdo. I noticed these girls have a lot of problems Maybe that's why they were attractive. Brianna and Anastasia came out from outside and stood next to Kim. 

  Gustav got up and later was followed by his girlfriend who then moved next to Anastasia, "so did you guys have fun last night?" Gustav asked with a smile on his face. "When I find out who gave them our location I'll fucking kill them." I warned while staring into Briannas eyes, she made eye contact with me. 


BRIANNAs POV

   He stared at me as he said that sentence, I hope he doesn't think I gave anyone the address. I didnt even have a phone. "Have you guys seen my phone? I can't find it." Gustav asked.. I stayed quiet and stassie looked at me with a worry look. "You had it last night, you want me to call it?" bill took his phone from his pocket and dials his number. Tom kept staring at me, the phone rang  from outside.. I looked down as Gustav rushed to get it. " I don't remember what I did last night but I know I wasn't outside" Gustav joked as he checked his phone. I forgot to delete Giovannis number.. My heart started racing knowing I was gonna get caught. 

  "Why are you looking suspicious angel?" tom asked me with a smirk, they all looked at me. Bill had a smile on his face "I hope you don't think you're gonna be fucking Giovanni just because he's nice to you, don't be a whore." Bill said to me, "Who the fuck are you calling a whore?" I snapped back at him "Relax, angel" tom said walking towards me, I gave him a disgusted look. "back the fuck up." I warned him. He grabbed my wrists and pulled me up. Before he could say something Gustav interrupted "Guys.. I have to talk to you." All of the guys followed them and it was just us girls left.

   "So which one of you guys had the phone?" Kim joked, Stassie looked at me and it made it obvious. Fuck. "I used it to call someone.. but please don't snitch." I murmured. Bella gave me a weird look, "who did you call?" she asked me. "just tell them, we're all in this together. " stassie said as she went to get a cup of water. I sighed, "I called Giovanni.. the guy they fought........." "you have to be kidding bri.. They beat him up for a reason. You're getting yourself in trouble." Kim snapped at me. "he said he was going to help us." I snapped back at her.. "No help you, you're fucking selfish. All you are is a goody two shoe, you think you're better than all of us and you aren't. you're a fucking stripper like all of us you aren't special." Bella snapped at me, giving me the most meanest look ever. Stassie just stayed quiet and didnt even defend me, Kim just nodded agreeing with Bella. my eyes started to water "fuck all of you." 

  The guys came in and tom gave me the most piercing look ever, and so did Gustav. Bill just laughed and shook his head and Georg just stared. "Bri was calling Giovanni on your phone Gustav." Bella said as she walked out of the room. That fucking cunt. 

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