The Breakdown - Station 19

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Yn's pov:

I'm not ok. I acted like I was. I had depression. But I was coping well.

I had my first loss today. I didn't act like it bothered me. I walk into the training room and start punching the bag. I didn't even wrap my hands.

Andy's pov:

Yn had her first loss today. I left her alone for a while. But eventually, I got worried. I walked into the training room to see yn punching the bag. Her knuckles bleeding. "Hey. It's time to take a break yn." She doesn't stop. I touch her shoulder, and she shoves me off. "Ben! Can you come in here and help me!" I yell. He walks in and asks, "What's up?" He sees yn, and we nod in agreement.

We pull yn away from the punching bag. "You're not okay, and that's okay." I say. "Let it out, yn." Ben says. She falls to the ground, and we sit beside her. She starts to break down.

Yn's pov:

I can't keep it in any longer. I start to break down. "He was just a kid.. he was only 7.. he had his whole life ahead of him.." I say, my voice breaking. I start crying. "I'm sorry.. I'm.." I try to wipe my tears, but they keep coming out. "Hey, it's okay to cry, yn." Andy says. "No.. no, it's not.. it's a sign of weakness.." I say. "You have a lot of baggage, don't you? A lot of repressed tears?" Andy says. "Ben, can you close the blinds and watch the door?" I'm confused. "Yeah." He does that and goes out. "Let it out, yn. All of it. It's just me and you." Andy says. I start to bawl. "I've never told anyone this.. but.. [insert your trauma].." I say. Andy comforts me.

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