Multiple Series Oneshots

Urge - Station 19

Tw: Addiction

Yn's pov:

I lost my first person as a firefighter. We take showers. "You know, it's okay to let your emotions out yn," Andy says. "It's hard, losing someone," Vic says. I look down. The urge is so bad right now. It's always there. But it's worse. It's way worse right now. "You can take off the rest of the shift, yn," Maya says. But I don't want to. I'd rather work. I don't trust myself to be alone right now.. "I.. can I tell you guys something?" I ask. "Yeah, you can tell us anything, yn," Andy says. "Promise me you won't look at me as fragile and weak," I say. "We promise," everyone says. "I um.. have a past with addiction.. and um.." I look around at everyone. It's like their eyes are staring into me. "Hey yn?" Sullivan says, snapping me out of my trance. "Yeah?" I ask. "I know a really good one," he says with a smile. "I'll send you the address," he says. "Or if you don't trust yourself enough, I can drive you," Andy cuts in. "Hey, that's what I was gonna say," Sullivan says. "Yeah, well, I said it first," Andy says. "They're like an old married couple," I say. Everyone starts laughing. I don't know why. I start laughing, too. "What's so funny?" I ask. "They used to be married," Vic says. "Wait, what?" I ask.