Scars - 911 Lone Star

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Yn's pov:

I walk in the kitchen. "How are you wearing a long sleeve shirt?" Marjan asks. "I don't know," I say. Tk looks at me weirdly.

I'm in the training room using the punching bag. When someone walks in, I cover my arms back up. It's Tk. "Yn can I talk to you?" He asks. "Yeah, sure," I say with a smile. "Are you.. okay?" He asks. "Yea, why do you ask?" I ask. He sighs. "You're not alone, yn," he says. "What?" I ask. I have no idea what he's talking about. He closes the blinds. Then, he rolls down his sleeves. "I don't usually tell anyone, but I used to do it too," he says. I try not to cry. I try to run, but he stops me. "Yn, let me help you," he says. "I don't need help," I say, pulling away. I march out of the room.

Tk's pov:

The interaction we just had proved my theory. She needs help. I'll have to somehow talk to all of them, without her there. But how... Judd walks in, "Hey Tk, dinners ready," he says. "Ok, I'm coming," I say, walking in the kitchen. We all are talking and laughing. But I can't get it out of my head. "Tk you ok?" Dad asks. I can't tell them the truth with her here. So I just lie. "Yeah, I'm fine," I say. Dad and Tommy both know I'm lying. But they don't say anything.

After dinner, I go to dad's office. "I.. think yn is hurting herself, dad.." I say. "What?" He asks. I explain everything. "What do you want to do?" Dad asks. "I want to help her, but.. I don't know how," I say, playing with my own sleeves. "Why don't we tell the rest of them? We can figure this out together," Dad says. "Yeah, but how?" I ask.

Yn's pov:

He knows. He knows. He's probably going to tell them all. No, no, no. I look down, and there's blood all over my arms and the floor. I wrap my arms and start cleaning the floor. I get my shirt on and walk out of the bathroom. Everyone is laughing and talking. "Hey Yn, you wanna come over and play Catan tonight?" Marjan asks. "Yeah, that sounds nice," I say with a smile.

I get there, and there is no board game out. I turn around to leave, but Judd is standing there. "Yn we want to help you," Owen says. "I don't need help," I say, trying to push Judd out of the way. I never realized how huge he is. "Yn, let us help," Owen says. "I DONT NEED YOUR HELP!" I yell. "JUST LEAVE ME THE HECK ALONE!" I yell, punching Judd.

Tk's pov:

"We-" Marjan is saying. I cut her off. "Guys, let me try, I've been in more of these than you have," I whisper. Everyone nods in agreement. "Yn, I've been in the middle of these many times, so I know how hard it is not to shut down," I say. I see her punches getting weaker. "No, no, no, I can't cry. It's weak. No, no, no," she cries, wiping her eyes. "They won't stop.. Why won't they stop!?" She yells. I run over and hug her, "it's not weak to cry, yn," I say. "Yea, it's also not weak to admit you need help," Marjan says.

Yn's pov:

I can't.. hold it in.. It won't stop.. I fall to the ground and start breaking down. "Why do you guys even like me?" I ask, crying. "You're beautiful," Nancy says. "Bad &$$," Marjan says with a smirk. "Funny," Tommy says. "Caring," Judd says. "Accepting," Paul says. "You're a part of the 126 family, Yn," Owen says. "We love you so much," Tk says with tears in his eyes. I look around at everyone. "I need help," I say, crying. "We'll get you the help you need," Owen says. "And we will be here for you any time you need it," everyone says. "Thank you so much..." I say, hugging everyone."We love you too," everyone says.

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