Multiple Series Oneshots

Bud - 911 Lone Star

A/N: I really love the dynamic between Judd and Tk. So I might write some more with them both.

Tw: SH

Tk's pov:

I lost a patient. Again. Carlos said he's gonna be late. I just lie there. The urges are back again. But they're worse.. I walk to the kitchen and grab a knife. This always helped.. I started cutting my wrists.. It helped for a little while.. I started wrapping it up.. the fact that I just did that sent me into a whole spiral.. making the urges worse.. I can't.. I need them.. I.. I look at my phone and click on my relapse list. Marjan wouldn't know what to do. Paul is busy with his heart issues. Dad would freak out on me. Carlos is at work. Judd.. I call him.. "Hey bud, what's up?" He asks. "I.. can you come over.." I ask. "Yeah, what's wrong, Tk?" He asks. "I um.. I.." I say, repressing tears. "It's okay. I'll be there as soon as I can," he says. I hear his truck starting. About 5 minutes later, he knocks. "C Come in," I say.

Judd's pov:

Somethings up.. I walk in, and he's leaning against the counter. "Hey, talk to me," I say. "I don't even know why I called you.." he says. "Because you need help?" I ask. "The urges have been really bad lately.. I thought I could deal with it myself.. but.. It's just gotten worse.. so I.." his voice breaks. "What?" I ask. He takes off the APD hoodie and shows me his bandaged arm. "It helps with the urges.. I can't.. I hadn't done it in years.. and I'm so dumb.. I should've just called someone.." he says, hitting himself in the head. "Hey," I say, grabbing his hands. "Quit hurting yourself," I say. I see he's repressing tears. "Come here," I say, hugging him. "You let it all out. It's just me and you, bud," I say. "Th Thank you.." he says. He falls down and starts crying. A while later, Carlos walks in and sees us both. I start to let go, "Hey, Car-" Tk grabs me again. "I don't wanna be a burden to him.." he says. Carlos walks over to us and bends down. "You're not.." he says, grabbing his hands. I get up and leave them there.