Hidden Feelings

CHAPTER 20 (Ending)

- Listen to the song Engines & Oceans By: NIKI as you read this chapter so you can feel the story better.

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Nadia Elara

Sunset..

The sunset disappeared completely and only the darkness remained.

Selene is no longer by my side.. she has left me.

Like the sunset.. She is no longer here.

Sunset really means goodbye.

And that's hurt..

Really hurt.

Nasasaktan ako.

Kung alam ko lang na mangyayari ito.. Sana..

Sana hindi na lang kami naging magkaibigan..

Sana hindi na lang kami nagkita..

Sana hindi na lang kami nagkakilala..

Sobrang sakit..

Sana hindi ko na lang siya nagustuhan ng tuluyan..

As I was thinking, I didn't realize that my tears were already falling into my cheeks.

I never thought I would get to this point..

I never thought I would get to the point where I would be hurt like this.. it hurts so much.

It hurts so much that you can't do anything but to feel it.

Like the sunset..

It means..

I need to let go of my feelings for her..

But how?

It's hard..

Ganito ba talaga kahirap?

Hindi naman naging kami. Hindi naman ako umamin sakaniya.

Pero yun nga yung masakit eh.. Hindi ko man lang naamin sakaniya ang nararamdaman ko..

I have so many thoughts but I'm pouring them into the ocean..

I just cried my heart out because I can't take the pain I'm feeling right now.

I didn't expect it to be this so painful.
It was the first time I liked someone.

I took a deep breath and calmed myself down because I couldn't stop my tears from falling.

When I calmed down a bit, I wiped the tears that fell from my face and stood up from my seat.

I went to the side of the sea and closed my eyes, I felt the wind hitting my body and the sound of the waves that was so beautiful to listen to.

I opened my eyes and looked at the sea. I let out a sigh before I decided to go back to the hotel since I've been here for a while.

Habang naglalakad ako pabalik nadinig kong parang nagkakasiyahan sila sa harap ng isang cottage.