Mute love

proximity

My forehead started sweating as he started leaning himself towards my direction. I gripped my seat until my knuckles turned white.
And the moment he rested his hand on the seat right beside my thigh I gasped.
I know he is my soon to be husband and he has rights on me but what about me? What if I don't want it? What if I am not comfortable with his touch, he should understand right?? But he never does.
He laid the seat back and hover over me. I felt his breath on my face as he started leaning closer, and I put my hand on his chest, hoping he would stop but instead he held my hand in his and caressed it with his thumb " I love you!! "
Those were his last words before he kissed me forcefully. If he loves me then why is it so difficult for him to understand my feelings? I really want to fall in love but his actions always make me scared of falling.
Suddenly my phone started ringing. I tried to get up but he didn't let me. He ignored my ringtone as if he never heard it or he didn't care.
He continued kissing me like a hungry beast, I felt his one hand sliding inside my top. He started touching and squeezing my waist, I touched his hand to stop him but he didn't care. He was doing what he wanted when my phone again started ringing and this time it pissed him off.
He got away from me furiously " Who the hell is calling you again and again?? " He said in an irritated tone.
I sat straight and took out my phone, it was indicating a video call from Sara.
Before I could answer he snatched it from me and said looking at the screen " You and your stupid best friend always spoil my mood " Saying that he declined the call and threw my phone on the back seat.
I looked back , I wanted to take my phone back and call her but at the same time this is not the right time to make him angry.
He fixed his jacket and hairs before starting the engine.

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I looked at myself in the mirror, I admit I am looking pretty in this dress, but I am feeling uncomfortable and if I am not comfortable I won't feel confident. That's true.
It's not like I hate revealing clothes but I don't like to wear them. Sara wears these kinds of dresses and I always appreciate her but if I myself don't like to wear them, it's fair right, that shouldn't make me a boring girl. Everyone has their own choices.
I took a deep breath before twisting the door knob of the changing room.
As soon as I exited Yash was waiting for me there, he dropped his jaw after looking at me.
" Holy fuck!! "
"You are looking damn hot," He said holding my shoulders.
" Anshika, you are going to wear this!! " As soon as he said that I shook my head in denial.
No please.
" Hey, I am not asking you, I am telling you are going to wear this. " He said before holding my wrist and dragging me towards the exit of the mall means he already paid for the dress without even asking me. This hurted me, not too much but it did.

By the time we reached our destination it was already dark outside. He parked in front of a bar. We were both exited and before he could make it towards entry I grabbed onto his one arm making him look at me.
" What's wrong?? "
I was scared by his tone but managed to point towards his jacket.
Asking, can I have it for covering my upper body because it's cold and uncomfortable too.
He sighed in annoyance.
" Come on yaar!! Can't you listen to me at least once"
I always do, he never does.
I lowered my head in sadness, he sighed and held my face in his hand " Ohk I am sorry for shouting!! But trust me you are looking gorgeous sweetheart. Let's go " He said before pulling me with him.

He introduced me to all his friends, and two of them are weird, because their continuous stares are making me uncomfortable. And the worst part is Yash is too blind to notice that. I really wonder if there is no girl in his friend circle. Because I didn't imagine that before.
I wish there was a girl, I would have felt better because right now all I can feel is unsafe, the lustful stares I am getting from some males making me angry.

I looked at Yash who was busy talking to a female bartender . I rubbed my palm over my other hand in nervousness.
I decided to go outside for some fresh air. I met his friend so now I can wait for him in the parking lot, it's better than staying here.

I was looking at the sky, feeling a cold breeze against my skin. After a long time I was missing my parents. My uncle and aunt, they never treated me badly or too nicely either. But I am grateful to them. They kept me in their house and raised me like their child from twenty years. I have lived with them from the age of 4. But I felt hurt thinking if my parents were here they would have never arranged me with a man like Yash.
They would have protected me from him instead of choosing the easiest way to get rid of his threat.
I was busy looking at my parents when hairs on my neck stood up because of male presence beside me.
" Hey beautiful!! " I looked at him, he is one of his friends, but he wasn't the one who was staring at me in a dirty way.
I gave him a light smile.
" I can see you are really pissed with Yash!! " He said looking at the sky, but his words made me look at him in confusion.
" I really feel bad for you, you are such a pretty and sweet girl, he is an asshole, doesn't deserve you. " His words felt weird.
I tried to look away because I don't have anything to say.
Suddenly I felt two fingers brushing over my hand. What the heck!! I internally cursed.
First I thought it might be a mistake but then I felt his touch going upwards to my hand.
I immediately jerked his touch off.
What the hell is he trying to do?
I looked at him to ask him what was that but he took his hand out to touch my cheek but I backed off.
" Trust me Anshika, you are the most beautiful girl I have seen, Yash is a jerk, you are meant to be with him. " His words made me step back.
He touched my cheek.
" You deserve better " He stepped towards me.
I jerked his hand. No please, don't come near me. I stepped back
Suddenly he pulled me closer by my waist. What the hell. This is disgusting. He gripped my waist. I tried to push him but he is way too stronger than me.
His other hand went to my hip, I closed my eyes in disgust, warm tears rolled down my cheeks. What should I do?? I can't even scream for help.
He squeezed my but before trailing his hand to my thigh.
His dirty touch against my bare skin, I tried to take his hand away but no use. No please, don't do this. No.
I took his hand away from my body and pushed him hard, this made him angry and he slammed me against the wall before pinning my hands.
" What's your problem huh?? That bastard is doing this to you from the start, and what he got?? A chance to slide this ring in your finger, a chance to marry you, but when I did the same you were being mean. How dare you push me, haa? " He shouted the last sentence out of his lungs, making me flinch.
I was struggling to free myself from him, but he himself freed one of my hands, but the next moment he grabbed my chin harshly.
" Girls like you are just an object to use and throw, you are not supposed to show me this freaky attitude. "
My breath heaved, why I have to hear this all from anyone, it should be Yash to hear this, I haven't done anything, it's him who did those creepy things.
"A used trash should not speak" He laughed, well, you can't even speak , before I could feel bad he was on the floor as the hard punch landed on his cheek.
But how??
I turned my head towards the owner of that punch and it literally shocked me.
Mr. Aditya.
The most unexpected person here. What he is doing here at this time.

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