Mute love

lame move

Anshika
" If you don't want to talk to me then don't, I am not forcing you okay? ” I watched him ignoring Rashmi like she never existed.
" But you can't stop me from meeting Adhya, it's not a big deal she used to visit me before, I used to take her with me , you never said a word then why now "

" Because I can't trust you anymore, and with Adhya not at all!! ” I can feel how much hurt she is with his words but what can I do he has right to be mad at her. But to be honest he needs to work on the choices of his words.

" Do you think satisfying your ego by hurting others is right thing to do? ”
No, it's not right thing and he knows.

" Rashmi I am.......... ”
" Not for me, for my dad, he wants to see her, he wants her to live with him just for two days. ”
He stayed silent.
Now that's something deep.
" He is going abroad the day after tomorrow, he won't be here for four more months jiju. Since when you started being so insensitive? ”

I understand the affection Soumya' parents have towards Adhya, she is their grand daughter. I wish I could say anything about it to him. But I'm at the point where I don't know when he will say it's about his daughter and I can't meddle. I don't want this reality check.

" Oooo!!!! Maasi!!! ” I heard a cheerful scream from my left.
I averted my gaze towards the stairs where she was coming from.

She was about run to Rashmi when Aditya cut her way before lifting her.

It was silence for few seconds
" Dadda!!! ”
She placed both of her hands on his face " You look sad!! ”
" You again fought with maasi!! ”
Adhya had no idea about the cold War he was having with her maasi. She was talking about the cat fights they used to have before.

Adi shook his head as no.
" Your nanu is going foreign, he wanna see you!! "

" Awww!! He is so lovely, I missed him so much. ” she said with a cute pout.
" You wanna go?? ” he said pushing her baby hair back.
" Obviously dadda!! You are so dumb to ask this question!! ” I chuckled.
" Let me guess!! Maasi is here to pick me up?? ”
" Hmm!! ” he nodded.
" Wow, I am so smart!! "
" I know baby!! You can go and have fun, just call me if you don't feel good there!! ”
" Why wouldn't I feel good, maasi is there na!!!! You are really really really dumb dadda!! ” she looked at me " Honey you are so smart, please teach him how to be smart!! ”
He looked at me and our eyes met. I immediately broke the eye contact . If Adhya is going then it would be difficult for me to ignore him when we are alone in the house. I don't know if I will able to avoid him.

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Thank god he got a call from his work and he left at least I am free for now. But I am feeling lonely, seriously. I don't know what I am feeling. My heart says I can't stay without talking to him. And my brain wants me to avoid him, to hurt him.
I just don't know what's happening to me.
It's 9:30 in the night. Too early for me to go to bed. But as I don't have any other option I am going to sleep.
I turned all the lights off in the hall, kitchen and corridor before making my way to my room.
As Adhya is not here, it's fine to sleep in my room.
I removed my slippers before hopping my body on  the bed.
Hush!!
I am tired yrr.
Not physically but emotionally, mentally. I used to think loving someone gives you happiness, but I didn't know it gives you same amount of pain.
How does it feel to be unimportant to the person who is your priority??
It hurts.
I turned to the left side on my pillow. I want to sleep but I am not able to.

I lost my shit when a cold hand slipped around my waist from back.
Who is it??
Oh god!!!!
Please no ghost at this time, please!!
I flinched when I felt a chin on my shoulder, I felt beard grazing my cheek.
And my muscles react when a familiar scent hit my nose.
It's him .
My so called husband.
Mr. Aditya I am sorry Singh.