Mute love

I can't be mad at him

I continued to apply ointment on his palm, trying to control my sobs.
My vision got blurry and I saw one drop of my tear falling on his hand.
I immediately wiped my eyes with the back of my hand.
I am just fade up with this man, can't he do one thing properly and who the fuck told him to step inside kitchen to try his stupid experiment.
You know you are terrible at cooking, so don't try to be oversmart, as simple as that.
“ Oh god Anshu, it's not a big deal, you are literally crying for no reason!! ” he chuckled and I glared at him. The fuck!!! Here I am worried for him and this idiot is laughing.
Wow¡!!!
He gulped looking at me “ Okay I am sorry!! ”
I lowered my gaze to his hand and started blowing some air on his burned area.
“ I am fine, you don't have to worry much about this!! ”
I ignored him and started wrapping bandages around his palm with my heavy heart.
He is blabbering stupid shits that I don't want to hear.
I don't want to hear it's not a big deal, I don't want to hear, don't worry, I don't want to hear it is just a small wound, I don't want to hear it was a small accident!!
It could be more dangerous, that was so close. He could have died and I could have lost him forever.
My throat worked with a hard gulp and tears flooded on my cheeks.
I finished tying his bandage and bit my lower lip looking at his hand.
Oh my god!!!
I want to cry so bad.
“ Anshu, it was a microwave blast, not a bomb blast ” I stared at him.
“ And guess what, I would have survived even in a bomb blast ” he laughed.
Not funny at all.
“ So just relax, it's just hand I am completely fine, and I successfully saved the desert ” my heart twisted.
For God sake, this guy is appreciating himself that he saved that dessert in a blast.
King of stupidity.
“ You know, when I was seventeen, I planted a rocket under my professor's desk , and it ended up catching fire in school. So now can you imagine how minor mishap this was ”
Is he really in the mood for jokes, because I am not. This man has no sentiments, why can't he just understand that I am terrified by the thought of losing him?
He is such an idiot, he lost all of his brain cells.

He stopped smiling when I stared at his eyes and I bursted in tears.
Only one thing I have in my mind is what if something had happened to him. How would I live without him, what would have happened to Adhya?
There was deadly silence , I felt him holding my hand “ Please don't cry, look, I am safe and sound, sitting in front of you, talking to you!! ”
His eyes softened and he feathered my cheeks “ Everything is fine, nothing changed!! ”
No, you are wrong!!
Something changed.
I realised how important you are for me, it's not a joke at all. And right now I can't stay mad at him. I can't. I just want to love him till his last breath, my first and last love!!
I might not be his first but I would try my best to be last.
I closed to let the tears flow when he pulled me in a hug.

“ How much can you cry in a single day? ” I sobbed in his chest “ It's alright baccha!! ”

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Aditya

I know I was stupid to pull out a dessert out of a burning microwave but fortunately I am safe.
I kissed her head and keep on rubbing her back.
“ It's fine!! ”
She broke the hug and stared at me. Oh god, how can someone look so cute while crying?
She pointed her fingers at me and then towards the kitchen , and told me in sign language I better not step inside the kitchen ,never ever.
“  I won't, promise!! ” I said, pinching my neck.
She placed her palms on my cheeks and her lips formed in a sad pout.

After staring at me for a good minute she kissed my forehead.
I wiped her tears with the help of my thumb.
“ How can I make it up to you ?? ”
She knew what I was talking about.
She pressed the thumb of her right hand in her left palm , pointing index finger at me.
( I will tell you later!!)
I don't want to lose this moment so I decided not to bring this topic up until she herself wants to.
She scooted closer to me on the couch and pecked my lips before hugging me.
I hugged her back. It's been a long time. I am feeling so good right now.
She is such a pure soul, still I end up hurting her. I am an idiot for sure.

“ you really love me so much?! ”
She looked up at me without breaking the hug and nodded yes.
I chuckled and kissed her head again.
“You are such a cutie”
She hugged me again and stayed like that.
I looked at my band aid hand and smiled.

I am sorry for the short update.
Hope you all like it.
Love you all ❤❤

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