Mute love

I can't

I pressed break with my foot when I heard " You should marry her " 

The break was so sudden that caused her almost a mini heart attack, she flinched a little " What the heck!! " She cursed. 

" Pardon?? " 

" I said what the heck, I would have died if there was no seat belt on. Who the fuck hit break like that!! " 

" Crap it, I am not asking about it! What have you said before I hit the break!! " 

I saw her gulping before exhaling heavily. 

" You should marry her!! "

" Have you gone mad?? " I shouted loud enough to scare her. 

" Don't shout at me? " 

" Then what should I do?? Do you even think before speaking!! " 

" I know what I am saying, don't overreact, it's not a big deal!! " 

" Not a big deal?? " I sighed in disbelief, how can she say that, I am her sister's husband, she knows, I love her and here she is talking nonsense. 

" You are telling me to marry another woman and saying it's not a big deal?? Are you serious? " 

" Of course I am!! It's not like you are going to stay alone for life time" 

" I will, I can!! " 

"You can't " She sighed before adding. 

"you have to get married one day, at least for Adhya!! She needs a mom!! I know you love dii, but you have to move on, you have to accept she is no more!!! " 

Crap!! That last sentence stabbed my heart. A bitter truth, I can't accept it. 

She shouldn't have said that " Get out!! " 

I never used this tone for anyone , literally. No matter what, I always prefer to be nice, especially to people who are part of my life. 

" Wha… . " 

" I said get out!! " I shouted loud, I know what I am doing and I am going to regret it but I can't control my anger issues, it's really rare. 

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Anshika pov 

" Anshu, you sure that you are comfortable here?? I am saying again come with me!! " 

She is frequently trying to convince me to move in with her, but I can't do that. 

If I started living with her Yash would come there too I don't want to push her in trouble, he can harm her. 

As a best friend it's my job to protect her.

I hold her hand in mine and gave a gentle squeeze. 

" I am fine " I gestured with my eyes but she could hear it aloud. 

" Still you… … . " Her voice got cut off by a light knock on the door making both of us look at the door. 

" Should I come in?? " I heard a little baby voice. Aww!! That melted my heart without any heat. 

But her voice seems a little scared. 

" Why are you asking?? It's your house, just come over!! " Sara said smiling at her but the little girl didn't return her smile. She started taking her small steps towards my bed where I was sitting with Sara. 

When she climbed up on the bed the first thing she looked at my hand, which was holding Sara's one. 

She then looked at Sara, Sara smiled but she just ignored . 

I felt it weird. 

What happened to her?? 

" Are you okay, honey " She seperated our hands and take my hand in hers. But her her hand is so small, she needs to use both of her hands to hold mine. 

" What happened to you earlier?? " She said looking at me. 

I smiled, she just made me so emotional " Do you have a fever? " 

She started touching my forehead but I held her palm in mine and nodded as know. 

I smiled at her " Tell me naa!! You can tell me anything you know, I am your best friend. You don't need any one!! " She said looking at Sara. 

Damn it!! What is this behavior? 

" Don't worry sweetie , your honey is fine! Don't worry about her! " She said sweetly but Adhya didn't like that. 

" Honey, you know I was so worried about you, dadda wasn't telling me anything, now come on give me a hug!! " 

She said with puppy eyes before hugging me.
She is really something, I forget about every problem when she is around.
I hugged her back and kissed her head.

After hugging for a good minutes, we parted after hearing Sara " Babe, I need to go, my boss is calling, but if you need something, please let me know "