Falling In Love Tonight (The Tide FanFic)

Chapter 51: Riley gets hate

Looking at that tweet broke me, The more tweets I was getting the more I felt it was true what they were saying, what does Nate even think of me, why does he even see me in that way, after them tweets I didn't even take much notice of the movie, the tweets just staying in my mind, I moved away from Nate and stood up "Heey were you going?" Nate whispered as he looked up at me, "I'm kinda tired, I will see you tomorrow" I smiled. I walked out the room but Nate followed he grabbed my hand "Hey you alright?" He asked me as he pulled me in to a hug "Yeah, I just want to go to sleep" I said giving him a hug. "Well come in to mine later? yeah" he smiled.

"Mhmm" I said as I went to my hotel room, The others was still in the other room with the boys so I was alone, My phone kept blowing up with more tweets, I took my phone and looked at them, what they was saying was horrible, they called me ugly, fat, a bitch a slag, that i should go get hit by a bus, I'm worthless, Nate can do better, tears were streaming down my face, I walked in to the bathroom and closed the door I looked in to the mirror and stared at myself, I started to think what they was saying was true. Maybe I am ugly and worthless. I stood there staring at myself I started to hate myself I started to think what's the point in talking, what's the point in even breathing.

I went to my suitcase and I pulled out a blade, your probably thinking does she carry a blade every were? Yes I do. I went back in to the bathroom and started to dig the blade in to my wrist, I was getting deeper each time, I felt the blood trickle down my wrist it was so cold, I stood up and looked in to the mirror for one last time before returning to the bedroom, I quickly grabbed a long sleeved baggy jumper and my pajama bottoms on. Tara came bursting in to the door, I quickly dried my tears "Hey what's wrong?" she asked "Oh just a bit of dust got in to my eye" I said faking a laugh "Riley, I'm not stupid you been crying."she said giving me a unsatisfied look. "I'm fine" I shrugged. I went and layed in bed "Fine, if you wont tell me, maybe you will tell Nate"she sighed walking out the room.

I got in to bed and threw the covers over my head, I felt someone heavy sat on my bed and I just groaned "What's wrong babe?" Nate asked me "I just want to be left alone, I am tired can't anybody get that? for fuck sake" I snapped. "Now I know something is wrong, why don't you tell me?" He sighed. "Maybe because there is nothing wrong!"I yelled. "Fine Riley, when ever you want to talk, then let me know" He sighed, I felt the bed move I pulled the cover of me slightly and saw the door shut. I closed my eyes and started to fall asleep.

Nate's POV

Riley has been acting strange to everyone, we was all watching a movie and she just stood up and left, she said she was tired but I know when she is lying because she gets all moody and snappy. Tara left the room to see if Riley was okay, she soon came back and told me Riley is still being moody and that she is wearing a baggy jumper for bed that's not like Riley. "She is still being the same, I think you should talk to her she might tell you alone" Tara said to me, I stood and walked out the room and headed to Riley, I sat on the bed "What's wrong babe?" I asked her "I just want to be left alone, I am tired,can't anyone get that for fuck sake" she snapped. "Now I know something is wrong, why don't you tell me?"I sighed "Maybe because there is nothing wrong" she yelled. I stood up and sighed "Fine Riley, when ever you want to talk then let me know". I walked back in to the others and got in to bed and fell asleep.

Next Morning

Tara's POV

I woke up to find Tia and Taylor fast asleep, I looked over to Riley's bed to find it empty,shit I thought, were is she maybe she is with Nate, I got out of bed quietly trying not to wake the other two, I stumbled over to the boys room and knocked on the door, Levi opened "Morning babe, you okay" he smiled sleepily "Yeah I'm fine babe, is Nate here?" I asked, he moved the door open to see Nate looking over I walked in and walked up to him "Nate please tell me Riley's with you" I said sounding to be a bit panicky. "No she isn't I thought she was with you girls, in bed still asleep" he said "Well she isn't her bed is empty" "I will try ringing her" he said as he went on his phone calling Riley, he soon put it down "there is no answer" he said as he stood up quickly. "Wait were you going?" i asked him as I hugged Levi. "To find her Tara, something isn't right."