Josh
On Saturday I decided to talk about her with Mr Brian. The sooner the better.
Making some arrangements in my schedule ,I took some sweets and went to the orphanage.I got out of my car and there she was to welcome me.
What a great start of the day,this girl got some nerves to bump into my chest and look like a lost cat , no an idiot cat!She's looked up with those almond brown eyes and pout on her lips.
Huh! trying to act cute.Wearing a frock with sunflower on them , she doesn't know that won't make her breed any less of a witch.
Her hairs weren't tied in a pony ,she let them touch her tiny waist.
As small as she is ,her face is even more smaller, I think my one hand will be enough to cover her whole face.She does look a little different today, a little less paler.
Did she applied some makeup or what?
Well I don't have time to waste on her so I left her where she was dumbfounded looking at my feet.I talked to Mr and Mrs Brian.
At first Mr Brian got angry and started talking some bulshit that she is young and all,but only untill I reminded him all the debt he got rid off with my help.
I told him that I'll love her and will take care of her but I won't do anything untill she is twenty one.
I just want to marry her because I want her to get into college and study without any struggle of loan and all, I want her to be engeneer.
Although it's a lie too because even if she is fifty one it's none of my business.
I didn't lie all of it, I'll help her with her studies but I'm not saying she'll rule over me.
She have to do her duties anyways.
Give and take relationship, nothing else.
Mrs Brian held my hand asked me to love her the most as she is the best in this orphanage and she is their heart ,like their own daughter.They told me she's shy ,sensitive and delicate; well I don't have to do anything with all this .
I won't bother her and all she has to do is what told to be done ,that's it and she's all good then.
I assured them about my love and good intentions and I think they believe me because they told me they'll talk to her after their holiday.
Meanwhile my mom can't come back home, her condition got little more serious .
I stayed in hospital for last three days, I told her that I have a girl that I like and I'll marry her.
I told her she wasn't ready because she is young but because she love me and I wanted to and I proposed her she's ready for this marriage and said yes gladly.
Mr and Mrs Brian called me and informed about their arrival and asked me to come orphanage tomorrow at evening.
I wonder if she'll have any problem with this marriage or she thinks this is an ordinary marriage but poor little delicate Grinny, little does she know it's going to be nothing but hell of a contract.
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GrinnyJust got a call from Mrs Brian, she asked me if I can come to the main building in evening. She asked me to dress well and put some make-up on . I knew something was off, is she going to sell me to prostitute!!
Why do I think stuff like that ,in my shitty mind only shit can be form in there.I'm in black dress, grey gave me this because according to her ,Mr Josh is going to ask me for a date, Bullshit!
Walking into the main building, I saw my reflection on the mirror of main counter ,why I look so flushed, what happened to me arghhhhh!!.
Climbing up stairs my heart started pounding in my chest, gosh why I'm so nervous.
I saw a vivid figure from my side eyes,I knew from his back; it's Mr Josh.
Now I'm breathing heavily, my heart wants to get out of its place ,what is the matter, what's going to happen.God !!!
As I walked inside office, I greeted everyone and Mr Josh. He looked up with his very same cold eyes that changed quickly as soon as they landed on me.
He is looking at me differently, yes differently not blankly.Mrs Brian took me inside the cabin of their office and sat me down on the couch.
I can see how tensed this lady is, this is the first time she looks old to me, with her brows scrunch in tension, and the way she is sighing heavily,she is making me feel super uneasy."What happened you are scaring me Mrs Brian please say something".
She took a deep breath like she is about to ask for my life , she took my hands in her own warm once.
"Mr Josh wants to marry you"" w.what!!!" It was like a truck hit me right on my face. I had a feeling that it could be about asking me out but he is proposing me for marriage?
Is he insane?
Old bastard, what is he thinking.
My face is vanished , I know I can feel it."Honey..y he likes you and he want to take care of you" she said urgently as if afraid that I'll get up and leave.
"But he's too... OLD, and we don't know each other, and all of a sudden, no!
I'm still so young, I can't.""Honey that's the reason he wants to marry you and take care of you and your studies and your future.
He doesn't want you to struggle for loan or settle for something less then HMV " she said pressing my hands.
Since when did he start to care this much !
And how can I trust someone so blindly."Mam but marriage it's too much, I'm still too young."
'Honey I know ,but we owe a lot to Mr Josh and I know I'm asking for a lot but honey you'll have a bright future and a loving husband ,as far as I know him, he's one of the best guys.
You can say no if you want, it's your life but honey I'll only say one thing- We all owe him and his mother a lot"The way she is looking at me is undeniable. This women never forced me for anything, not even for studies or any work.
And if she is asking for a thing which is this huge, that means it is something serious.
"I need some time " I said considering her hopeful eyes and let out a stressed sigh."Take all the time you want honey, we love you".
She said some more words to pamper me before asked if we should walk out.When we came out Mr Brian looked at her wife and they talk with their eyes.
When I looked at Mr Josh he has this piercing eyes on, like he'll kill me right here ,right now, but it changed as soon as he looked at Mr Brian.
"I would like to take Grinny on date, I'll drop her to her dorm before nine "
The way he his voice is so deep and serious sends chills all over me.
Both of them looked at me.
I don't want to go at first but now I'll go, I have to get my answers anyways.Why the hell will this giant hot dude will marry me and what Brian couple and orphanage owe him!
"Ok" I said and without even glancing at me , he turned to leave and Mrs Brian pushed me by my elbow and said "go go" showing me thumbs up and her crystal white smile.
God! In what the freaking hell I am in.
I'm following him to his car, slow down you hulk. I don't have huge legs like you. I said all this in my mind ; ofcourse .
His stoned face doesn't allow me to say anything on his face.
He walk like he is in a race. And I obviously can't keep up with his big steps.When we reached his car he didn't open the door for me like Mr Brian do for Mrs Brian.
And why did I expected him to do that, may be because that's what a gentleman suppose to do, atleast that's what I saw Mr Brian do for Mrs Brian.He unlock the car and I pushed myself in ,hard collegen hit my nostrils. Did he purfume his car too or did he washed the whole car with it.
He didn't talk to me or even glance at me, damn how this man is ever gonna answer my questions.
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