𝐏𝐑𝐎𝐅𝐄𝐒𝐒𝐎𝐑'𝐒 𝐂𝐀𝐏𝐓𝐈𝐕𝐄

Taking care

After a lot of struggle, we made it to his room.
I'm here after so long; after that night.

I made him sit on his bed,"Sir you should sleep" and with that I made lie him down.
"Sir.. ",I was about to ask him about doctor and nurse ,because I can see little blood on his head bandage may be due to tension ,he is bleeding but before that someone rang our Bell.
I went down and it's an old man; doctor, I saw him at our wedding too.
I greeted him in and took him to his room.
"Got yourself in trouble Josh" he said laughing a little, he just nodded in response.
Doctor examine his outer wounds, and when he wanted to examine his chest he looked at me,"Daughter please help your husband to remove his shirt ,I have to examine his chest",  before I could take a step ahead, he gesture me with his hand to stop right where I was.
"I can do it myself " ,he said under his breath, "If you say so!",doctor said and gave him a look from behind his specs.
He struggled for almost five minutes, but couldn't even get one button open. "Give it up Josh, you shouldn't be this stubborn", doctor said looking at his face which was getting red.
I took a deep breath and walked towards him, I don't care to look at him, I just went and start undoing his shirt, I know he is glaring at me but right now neither did have choice nor have energy to argue, he is in pain, still can't leave his stubbornness; why should I care for anything then.

I undid his buttons and beautiful toned abs came in view, so shredded.
Only I know how much I want to run my hands through them, "Fast!", He hissed at me and I came out of his abs, I removed his shirt from his left hand only.
Doctor examine him thoroughly, "because of sudden jerk you just have this swelling ,nothing serious." Doctor said and looked at me ,"daughter take care of his wounded hand ,they shouldn't catch infection and about the broken one it'll take some time , just give him medication on time; he's not that punctual about that", doctor said glaring at him.
He rolled his eyes at doctor's word and looked away outside the window.
I asked about other precautions and then doctor left.
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When I came back to room, he was trying to walk to his bathroom, I ran and grabbed his arm,"Carefull" I said instinctively, he gave me pissed look but he know too , he can't do anything but take my help.
"I have to use bathroom , leave",
I closed the door but it's been a while I didn't hear him flush neither did he came out.
I knocked on bathroom door twice "Sir are you okay" ,no response.
"Sir I'm coming in" I said and went in, he was standing by the toilet.
"I can't open my...pants button" ,he tell me being embarassed and not only he is the one who is embarassed ,I'm turning red too.
Does it mean I have to open his pants or may be pull down his boxers too?.
"Just the button", he said and looked straight up.
I went near him and looking to the other side, I undid his buttons, "Hm, go out".
When he came out, he didn't even looked at me once, I helped him to his bed .
I have to make dinner too and also I have my exam on the day after the day tomorrow.
I looked at his pants and he just hooked them up, he couldn't do his buttons.
"Sir your pant" I said leaning down to do them but he held my wrist.
"I have to change , take out my PJs from cupboard" .
What a almirah, so big and so many clothes, no doubt I never seen him repeat a shirt twice.
I bring out a grey pj and a blue cotton shirt.
"Umm sir you should wipe your..bod..y" ,I tell him and he let out a scoff.
"Only if I could" he said in a sarcastic tone.
Leaving his clothes on bed, I went downstairs to bring a bowl and a cotton pad to clean him.
When I came back I saw him laying on bed, his eyes follow my each step as I entered his room.
I went to bathroom and filled bowl with water and when I came out he turned to other side with his eyes closed.
"Sir.."
"You don't have to,leave", I know he need my help.
"You'll stink" I said in a dramatic way, and he turn to look at me,"You stink" he spat.
"May I?", I asked showing him bowl and he just looked at the window; I take it as a yes.
I made him sit up and removed his shirt, wiping his body is a favour I'm doing for my self.
His eyes not leaving mine and my eyes can't leave his body,
I ran the wet cloth first on his neck, feeling him swallow thickly, wet cloth running through his addam apple then chest, hard, tanned, big.
"Stop eye fucking me and do it fast" he snapped at me making my lure obvious.
I ran my hands down his abs to his v line, I was wiping off the stomach area and my hands travel around his v line, just then he held my wrist.
"Enough here", he said I move to wipe his biceps, how big they are , no wonder he has so much of strength, I stand up to clean his back, he has a tattoo there.
Mom with heart, he sure love mom too much , I cleaned his upper body fully.
"Are you done", he asked being impatient and I nodded ,
"but I didn't did your lower body", I tell him and glared at me.
"No need to ,Help me remove my pants only ".
"Sir you have to stand... please" I tell him quitely and he got up with a groan holding my hand.
May be this is the first time I'm holding his hand, his hands are bigger than mine, they are cold.
His fingers wrapping my whole palm, why do I feel like holding his hands for forever.
I'm standing too and with him standing, it's a little tough to get his pants down so I went on my knees and he got little tensed.
"what are you doing " ,he said putting his hands infront.
"Pants remove" I said looking up and the view I'm getting; Wow.
Looking up at him from this position give a great view of his abs and biceps.
He stuck his ziper in attempt to close it and I try to get it down but it's too tight, when it finally got down , my hands accidentally brushed on his dick.
He inhaled deeply, I know , I know the thing inside it not a toy to play with, the tension in the air between us is not a joke, his eyes change everytime I'm close to him.
I quickly got his pants down and help him wear his regulars.
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I asked him about changing menu or something because he is sick , and he told me he already eat healthy not like me , a pig;  so I get it,no need to change the menu.
I made dinner as per menu and took it to him.
I'm sitting infront of him with dinner, I took a spoon of soup and blew a little air ,so it won't burn his mouth.
And when my eyes met his , they are the most prettiest thing in this world, they are holding the warmth of sun in this shattering cold , they are spelling words of love in my ears, they are holding me captive; his captive.

Feeding him is fun , I can look at him all I want, his soft pink lips, how he munch his food and how he turn his face from normal to ice when he caught me looking at him, it's fun.

"Sir may I sit here " ,I asked him after dinner, I have to study and also take care of him, so I thought I'll study in his room only if he'll approve.
He just nodded, and I sat against his bed ,on the same side he is laying on.

I was reciting the chemical reactions from my notes, when I felt two cold fingers running of the edges on my neck.

Josh POV-

After coming I tried to stay away from her but apparently I need help now and it's better to take her help than maids or gaurds.

I don't like people inside the boundary I've created for myself, no matter who it is.
Doctor came to examine me and I think I'll get better soon, with medication and regular rest.
I had to use toilet and I can't even walk myself to washroom, my chest really hurts when I try standing up,that's why I can't bear all weight just on me.

She came for help and I let her , but I can't get my pants button open and that was hella embarassing.
She came and undid them looking to the other side and just when I thought that is embarrassing enough, she came to clean me up, like who the fuck asked you too, but I need to be clean, I'm reeking smell of hospital.

She was clearly eye fucking me, she can't keep her eyes away from my body, she was going to clean my bottom too,if I didn't stopped her on time.
She helped me to change into comfortable clothes and then put ointment on my bruises, that reminds me of the night I beated her and not too long after she's taking care of me.

She even feed me with her own hands , than gave me my medications and left.
I should thank her for today and for all the things she ever did for me, but I didn't, I just let her go without a word,this made me realise I never thanked her for anything, for being lovely to my mom, for being nice to me even after I'm nothing but a jerk to her and now for  taking care of me and keeping eye on my mom and studies too; she never complained, not  even once.
"Sir ,may I sit here " she came in with her books , I let her sit here.
She is focused on her books and my eyes lingering on her side face, they landed on her neck. She have a mark on her neck ;a hickey? , suddenly I got the blurry flashback of her in my arms in kitchen, I was kissing neck;so soft.
And that's why she was resisting,I didn't even realise myself, when my fingers ran through that hickey, to her side face, then to her ears and under my touch she closed her eyes for a second then looked at me with questioning eyes.
"Why are you doing this for me" ,I asked under baggage of insecurity, why is she doing so much for me ,even when she's getting nothing in return.

"I don't know too" she said and  looked at me with do much in her eyes and with a small smile on her lips.
Her smile sends a warm sense inside my chest,I felt like hugging her, I want to look at this smile of her all life long, so selfless, so pure.
I can feel the wall I built around me cracking up.
I retraced my fingers and turn to other side; don't Josh don't fall.
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It's raining a lot and I'm drenched but  not only in rain but in blood too, blood running down my head and arms.
"Please don't leave I beg you, I love you, please I'll die without you please", I begged for my life and she looked at me ,up to down and said with smirk ,"then die", she went inside his car.
I'm running behind hes car, I ran and ran and ran. I can hear my mom shouting , for me to stop, "Josh please you are hurt ,Josh stop joshhhh!! Aaaaghhhhh" , I stopped and turned around, mom got hit by a car; MOM!!!! Mom!! Mom!!.
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"Sir it's ok , mom is fine ,I'm here sir it's ok," I'm having nightmare again, my whole body is trembling, I can't breath.
I closed my eyes and her warmth gave me peace , she held me close and rubbed my back, "shh it's ok sir, everything is ok", I looked at her and her eyes are watery too ,with her shirt's sleeves ,she wiped my sweat away and hugged me tight,"it's ok".

Her arms gave me light in this dark night, she hugged me and tug the cover over me, I snuggled more in her chest and I didn't even myself realise when I fell asleep, her pats on my back and her fingers running through my hair gave me so much peace.
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