𝐏𝐑𝐎𝐅𝐄𝐒𝐒𝐎𝐑'𝐒 𝐂𝐀𝐏𝐓𝐈𝐕𝐄

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Grinny

After so long I felt this much warmth in this cold house. Mom is so loving to me , ever since she came ,she's only nice and lovely to me. I never knew my mom , my family, but looking at her atleast I can imagine how it would've been , if I had my parents with me.

She made me knew the feeling of having a mom. We were having really good time, sir is totally different around his mom, he is so gentle with her and around her with me too. Even if he is acting around his mom, I love everything he do. He listens to his mom , he even take her scolding, atleast fake but he smile at me sometimes too, She takes my side infront of him and all he can do is glare at me , but not going to lie even only his eye is enough for me to shut up; I can't explain the power this man have on me.

We went for shopping, I don't blame mom ,she don't know the real relation between me and her son, she bought me three pairs of lingerie nightwear.
I told her no like a million times,but all she said ,"do what I'm saying, it'll work" , work for what mom nothing.

I was so embarassed ,she even told me, I can wear it without panties if I feel hot. I know she's just trying to be more like a friend but still it's awkward at some points.
We also went for movie and dinner,after coming home mom called me in her room.

She made me sit ,"Honey don't get me wrong for what I'm going to say and sorry if I'm being selfish". She said as her eyes held concern.

"No mom you can say whatever you want to me ,don't say sorry, I'm your daughter", she smiled and took my hand in her's.

"Honey I'm in last days of my life, I know I don't have much time left, that's the reason Josh proposed you too soon and you had to get married in such hurry", so he even lied about proposing me.

I nodded"I know mom"

"Honey I've never seen Josh this normal in last few years, past destroyed him like tsunami does to a city." she said with sadness washed all all over her face, tears weld up in her eyes.

"He was never like this you know that right", she asked and I don't know what to say, I don't know her son , he doesn't talk to me ,unless it about work , or he had to scold me for something , so I just nodded my head.

"My life is hanging on its last thread, and after me he's going to be same as he was years ago and you know he can't be like that again", how was he like a year ago? Her saying these things bubbled so many questions in me and I don't know where I can get answers of these questions .
If I ask mom, she'll get that it's all an act and this marriage is nothing but a contract and I can't do that to her.
I can't even ask anything to him, he'll kill me for interfering in his personal matters.

"He can't be alone honey , that's why I hurried him into this marriage, but he needs a reason to be normal, to work on himself , to be happy after I'm gone. And I know no women in the world can do that, he is too damaged to be fixed that way." she started crying.
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don't cry mom, please".

"He tells me that he attended his appointment, he say that he is recovered ,but I'm his mom, I know he doesn't, I know it's all just a show, I know he is still broken from inside."

"All these years I only learned one thing, that no medicine can heal him,he can only recover with love.
They say only poison can kill poison", she said staring into my eyes.

What appointment?, what poison and how is he damaged, he is the one damaging others, I'm getting full with so many things that I don't know, does he also have cancer or what?

"Now he got your love, now he have your support but I know that not enough honey, to be completely fine, he needs something he can treasure, something for what he'll change himself, his own family for whom he'll fight his own mind,he can live for his own blood,his own child, he can try once more for his loved once only".
I don't understand anything, this women infront of me is bawling for his son , who looks completely fine to me except his violent behaviour; what is going on?.

"I'm sorry for asking for so much honey ,but it's only you whom I can ask for it,only you can understand why I'm saying this; give him a child ",
she said breaking into arms, I hugged her.

"I know I'm asking for a lot ,but you are the only one I can trust, a mother is begging to you for his son please honey please"

She joined both of her hands and cried out,and I didn't even realise when I started crying with her.
"It's ok mom, I understand, I totally understand" , I said rubbing her back.

After she stopped she handed me those bags of lingerie "please keep respect of my words honey , atleast try it out once and If not I'll never ask for anything", and I nodded my head and hugged her.
"I'll try for you mom only for you", I tell and left. How will I ever give her grandchild when the only thing between me and her son is contract, but the question is "do I want something to be between us?".
I chose to not answer myself, I'm already full with so many questions, I can atleast ignore myself.

When I came to his room he's in bathroom and because I promised mom I have to this.

I have all planned it in my mind , I'll change into this , he'll ask me about it I'll tell him what I'm wearing, he'll get mad at me, may be punish me about being a slut like he did that day before college and that's ok. That way I can keep my promise to mom and nothing big will happen too.
I changed into this almost without a piece of cloth lingerie and when I looked at myself in mirror, I can see my whole body, damn it's like I'm naked.
Water running sound stopped in bathroom and I quickly put a shawl around me.

I stand right infront of door, so when he'll tell me to get out ,I'll just sprint back to my room.

When he came out he was like that day, only in grey towel, snuggled around his waist, today I can see his abs more clearly and they look more good with water drops running through them. His hair is wet, he is looking fresh and I can smell his soap from the other corner of room too.
But I can't stare for too long more like I only looked at this heavenly body for 15 seconds.

He's asked me what I'm doing, I thought everything is going according to my plan untill he asked me what mom said.

His jaw is clenched, he is mocking me, he told me to do what mom said"Show me".

I can't, I never been this naked infront of anyone, how can I.

I pleaded him but he got even more frustrated and warned me, not to make him repeat his words.

I get rid of the only thing that was hiding my dignity, he is staring at me from top to bottom, being conscious, I put my hands infront of my chest.

I'm having goosebumps due to sudden cold air touching my almost naked body.

He asked me to come to his bed, it was too much for me, taking timid steps, I do what he said.

I silently sat there , my head hung low, he came and sat next to me and my breath hitched when I saw something bulging out of his towel.
My words stuck in my throat, when he's one finger made contact with my bare back , I stopped breathing when he inhaled against my neck. His erection is getting harder and even if it's under the towel , I can tell how long and thick it is.

My heart is pounding,I'm getting hot, I'm getting out of oxygen, when his lips touched my shoulder.

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