𝐏𝐑𝐎𝐅𝐄𝐒𝐒𝐎𝐑'𝐒 𝐂𝐀𝐏𝐓𝐈𝐕𝐄

His new side ❤️

Grinny

I was amused by his audacity to do something like that and asked me to leave.

I was disappointed, I don't know what I even what did expected from him but definitely not this. This was my first time being this intimate with someone physically and he totally ruined it for me,he just used me.

He didn't kiss me , neither did he hugged me for once, all he did is hurt me.

I'm was not prepared for anything, not to sleep, not to wakeup , not to go college, nothing.

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I slept around 3 am , I was just staring at my room's ceiling ,so many things happened in so little time.

What doctor appointment mom was talking about, I know something is wrong with him, but what.

How was he year's ago, and why did he asked me leave, if he does not care he could've asked me to sleep on floor, or he could've mocked me or ignored me totally ,why he told me to leave.

I'm still not angry at him , all I'm doing is trying to find excuses for the shit he did to me and that's why ,I'm getting frustrated on myself for being such a dumb with such a cruel person.

On breakfast I was remembered about presentation from non other than Mr Hutton; my husband, and he did prepared for it and I didn't.

If I get one answer or one slide wrong he'll murder me I know, he is so serious for studies I've noticed this. He never joke around study, he even asked me questions in between movie; geek.

From home to the second he came inside class ,I was digging through my notes, please God save me, today atleast show me some mercy.

Frank is even worse, he didn't even completed his notes, both of us are dead today.

He asked me for my number, so I could send him pictures of notes and just when I was giving him Mr Hutton came in.

I don't have courage or any heart to look at him, I tried to focus on board not the person infront of it.

He cancelled presentation, why would he?

It's not like he wasn't prepared, he did prepared, he was even working on it on dinner too and mainly he never postpone any schedule of his. I looked at him and he was looking at me , same blank look.

I can't beleive this is the same hot guy who was dry humping me few hours ago.

Those veiny hands were around my ass , my stomach,my b..

I looked down at his pants, now I know what's in there, I'm getting hot here, I don't understand him
, last night he kicked me out of his room after clearly using me and today he cancelled presentation and the only reason I could think of it is Me.

In between class I felt something weird and I thought it must be because he is infront of me and all I'm getting is last nightflashback but no my back is hurting too ;period.

I asked rose if she have pads and she nodded her head in no, god I'll be in such a mess.

I was so distracted by the whole shit going on, that I forgot that my dates are coming, even back home too, I don't have pads or tampon.

My underwear in getting wet, I have to do something, "can I go washroom?", I asked being panicked.

He told me to  wait twenty more minutes otherwise leave without his permission; in essence disobey him and pay for it later.