𝐏𝐑𝐎𝐅𝐄𝐒𝐒𝐎𝐑'𝐒 𝐂𝐀𝐏𝐓𝐈𝐕𝐄

Missing

Grinny

To say I was broke will not be pertinent , I was devastated when he left.
Because the way he looked at me, the hate in his eyes is something that is unbearable to me.

His birthday is coming, it's in two weeks from now,I had been planning a surprise birthday party for him, with rose and Frank.
That's why I took Frank with me on tannis match, that's why I met them at coffee shop, that's the reason we have been spending vacant time in library together.
I had been secretly meeting them to arrange the venue, the cake, the guests, and the gifts. I had been careful not to leave any clues or hints, hoping to make him happy and show him how much I care for him.
I wanted to make that day so much special for him, that he'll remember it for his whole life.
All I wanted is to make him feel worthy and loved, but I didn't knew all this will turn tables back at me and that too in a wrong way.

When he came, he saw me hugging Frank, actually I wasn't even hugging him, he back hugged me.
I know hugging Frank that way is wrong, anyone would take a moment to comprehend the situation but still he could've just atleast listened to me.
He misinterpreted that normal hug as a sign of betrayal, he confronted me with rage and accusation.

No for a second not even for a moment did he even looked at me normally, he just threw aggression at Frank and his disgust at me.
He said he knew I was cheating on him, I was doing it for a long time, I wa..s spreading my le...gs for Frank.

In disgust and anger I slapped him , and I know that was fuel in fire but he was out of his line too, degrading me infront of everyone, does he not care about me at all?.
I realized he had been fed a lie by someone, who wanted to ruin our marriage, otherwise why would he say those things to me, why would he ever doubt on me.
But he did ,he had believed it, without giving me a chance to explain, he believed I had cheating on him.

He looked at me with a cold and furious expression, and said he had enough of our marriage, of this contract .He said he wanted a divorce and he was leaving me  for my  good. He grabbed his car keys , he pushed me past and stormed out of hospital.
Leaving me shattered  collapsed on the floor , I sobbing uncontrollably in Grey's arms.

I could not believe he can just end things like that, he can't really he can't.
I ran behind him but when I reached out at parking lot ,I saw only Matt there.
I ran up to him, he was on call, pacing from one point to other, I looked around but Josh wasn't around.

"Where is he" I asked almost crying.
"I don't know.. he left with his car".
"Car!"
The last time he went out anger and hurry, he got himself in that terrible car accident.
Worry creeping all inside my head, what should I do?.
Mr and Mrs Brian came out in worry; I ruined their special night.
"Where is Josh" Mr Brian asked me, I faked a smile .
"Home , where else" .
"Um grey can you pleas..e give me my phone" I replied and them turned around to hide my tears, I don't know where he is , I don't even know he is safe or not but I can't risk their health in between my chaos.
They are old, they are already doing a lot for me , they shouldn't worry further.

"Anty, you should go home and rest I'll go home too "
"Honey will you manage alone " she looked in my eyes , comforting me by holding my hands, to be honest I almost lost myself there, one more time and I'll cry my heart out in her embrace.

"Ofcourse anty, he.. e was just a little ang..ry he..e misunder..stood the whole situation I'll explain him and we'll be okay, I know. "
I said pulling her in a her, trying to avoid her eyes as much as I can.

"I'll stay with you" grey started being stubborn.
"Please grey you should go and rest too." I don't want her to be there when I'll deal with him, but I also want her to be there in case something happens.