𝐏𝐑𝐎𝐅𝐄𝐒𝐒𝐎𝐑'𝐒 𝐂𝐀𝐏𝐓𝐈𝐕𝐄

affection ❤️

Josh

I lost control yesterday, I saw that boy smiling at her and she was smiling at him too and they were chitchatting in between my class. On top of that when I asked that boy he lied, she knows me, she know how much I hate to be disrespected and still she disobeyed me. I lost it when I looked at her, freakin cunt.
I made her fingers bleed but her crying made me go even more insane, such a whore and her crocodile tears. If mom was not going to visit us this weekend ,I would've beaten the shit out of her today, she won't be able to get up for weeks.
After coming home I went directly to my office and took another car and went to my friends bar. I drink as much as alcohol I needed to forget about today and get my breathing slow. I don't remember anything after half a dozen of alcohol.
Alcohol dimed the pain, it numbed everything.
This morning the first thing I saw was her face, the only thing I didn't wanted to see.
She was talking with the delivery boy but when she saw me she ran inside to save her ass; good for her.

My mind was turmoil, I didn't wanted to speak at all, silence is the only therepy I need.
I told her about not making mistake again and that dumb only know to yes sir me.

We went college and I dropped her again under that maple tree.

In class she is sitting away from that boy , head low, taking out books.

"Homeworks on my desk,fast",

I only wish she did her homework otherwise, I don't know what will I to do her, but to her good she did her homework.

One girl didn't do her homework and when I called her out in front she mouthed me a kiss, these sluts.

I insulted her in front of the whole class and even pushed her out of class giving her note of detention to sign it from principal.

She was holding her hands together crying in the end but I closed my class door.

Grinny is gulped hard, must be remembering her own punishment, much worse than this.

The class was smooth and no one did anything wrong and with a good day wishes ,I left class.

Back home was same, on dinner table I told her about mom coming after next weekend. She looked happy and smiled at me ,
"you don't have to act, no one is here" I taunt her.
"I'm not acting" she tells me ,but as soon as I look up at her ,she muttered sorry and hung her head low.

"Don't make any mistakes be like you were today, and you'll be okay" I tell her and she nodded slowly,"yes sir".
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Past two weeks were normal, I'm feeling normal.

Mom is coming today at evening, she'll stay with us for 2 days , that's all I could get for her. Nurse will come in morning and evening for check up during these days ,but Tuesday morning she have to go back to the hospital. It's not like she can't be at home , I can arrange all the facilities here only ,but here she will not get the most needed thing; company.
She'll get lonely here, as I'll go college in morning and come back at evening, sometimes I even go company after that and come back around midnight. All day this house is just empty walls and furniture only, and in hospital there are other old patients too . And for me ,I go hospital everyday after college for like an hour or two to see her,after marriage ,Grinny came with me few times too.

Right now me and grinny are on our way to hospital to pick mom.

"I'm not coming back here to you ", mom tell her friend in a mocking way, "what a childish behaviour mom", I said and she gave me a attitude look and mouthed idiot to grinny and they both started laughing.

When mom came home grinny made her herbal tea, she asked her about all her favourite things to eat and about movies and places she wants to visit.

I don't know why she is taking so much interest in my mom, there is a line to act in also.

For dinner she made all mom's favourite, mom is spending less time with me , she's more happy with her . Grinny even braided her hair and they clicked selfies. Mom asked me to come in too and when I said no ,she glared at me and I gave in , we click few pictures together;three of us. I never saw mom this happy in last few years, grinny atleast made her happy.

Author's note- I know this is a small chapter and I pardon for thay, but I'll update the next one soon. Please vote❤️