𝐏𝐑𝐎𝐅𝐄𝐒𝐒𝐎𝐑'𝐒 𝐂𝐀𝐏𝐓𝐈𝐕𝐄

In pain

Grinny

He asked how I came home, and for a second I thought he knew how I came home.

He told me to make something for dessert and that's something foreign ;because his whole menu is sugar free.
It's like after getting married ,I haven't eaten anything sweet except cookies.
When I served him choclate balls he didn't even had one, he said "aren't you low on sugar, eat" , honestly I got little touched but more than that ,I'm confused again.
He slammed me against this dining table just this morning and now he is caring about my low sugar.
How can I hate him , if he do these things.
He told me to secure 9 CGPA in med sem exam, that's not a big deal but him pointing it out made it a little bug deal and me more nervous.
He even prohibited me from attending football match as it'll waste my time, to be honest I wasn't even that interested ,but I thought it'll make me socialize a little more but now I can't anymore.
I don't really have that many friends in college, it will not hurt to make some, but guess my husband didn't want me to.
This morning he left pretty early and told me he won't come for lunch.
I was doing my political notes after being done with my lunch and dishes , when someone rang Bell.
I went to check and it's a delivery.
I haven't ordered anything!
It's prepaid parcel and it's a cake with a note .
"Something sweet for someone sweet -J ⁠♡".
Did he?
Last night he made me eat chocolate ball and now this cake; stop there Mr Hutton.
It's very sudden, why he's being so sweet and caring.
It's my favourite cheese cake from my favourite backery, how did he know about this;maybe a coincidence.
Or may be he ordered it for himself?.
No, if so why would he attach a card then!.
Should I eat it or wait for him.
It's currently 3:50pm , he'll be home soon, I should wait for and first thank him for this cake then only eat it; manners.
I'm over the moon right now, it's so good, he is so nice to me, I don't know why I'm feeling butterflies.
I went to complete my notes while smiling like a maniac.
I was folding my sheets after my homework when I heard his car coming and our main door opens with a slam.
I'm was really excited and happy so I went down, smiling and jumping like a rabbit.
I saw him standing near sofa, with card in his hands?
"Sir you are back?", I asked in my most polite voice and humble smile, I am really grateful for what he did.
But he didn't said anything, and when he turned around ,he looked so red, his hands are fisted and he crashed the card in his hand ;he is angry ,so angry but why?.
His eyes are darker then ever, he looks so scary, I can see his veins bulging out of his hands.
Within a second he walked towards me with three big steps and SLAP!

I fell on ground, my face went numb , I can taste blood on my side cheek, before I could get a moment to think what just happened, he grabbed me by my hair and made me stand and then another SLAP!! and this one is even more hard; I can't feel my face.
I put my hand on cheek, my hands are shivering, my whole body start trembling.
"MOTHERFUCKING SLUT", he spat those venomous words right on my dignity.
And I don't know from where I get so much courage to look at him, I shot him a gaze of disbelief.
He is not the same person, his eyes aren't the same as that day in washroom, they are not green, they don't hold warmth anymore, so far to even think about love.
His eyes are like a sword coated with hatered and fire.
I didn't realise when warm tears started flowing from my eyes, I'm still in shock.
"STILL GOT GUTS TO SHOW ME THOSE EYES HNN" ,he said gritting his teeth, clenching his jaw , his neck veins are popping out due to the tension.

"Si..r whaa" ,I was about to ask him what happened and he slapped me again with full forced from back of his hand.
"I've been so easy on you , you fucking slutty bitch ", he said while folding his sleeves that came down due to hard slap he landed on me.
He is all red and scary, I back away on stairs, terror crawl all over my body.
Before I could run away from him , he grabbed me by my hair and made me look at him, I can't stand, my legs gave up, I'm trembling a lot, I went frail but he didn't care,he is handling me with his one hand tangled around my hair.

He is unrecognisable, I never seem him like this before, his eyes are blood shot red, sweat dripping down his forehead and viens popping out.
His lower lips is under his teeth, and his green ivy eyes are faded to black.

"Who the fuck dropped you home yesterday!" he asked me in darkest voice possible, "hmm speak otherwise, I'll kill you right now", with that he threw me on hard floor.
I'm panicking, I cannot form a single word, tears making it worse, the more I'm wiping them , the more they are flooding in my eyes.

He start removing his belt, and I can feel my whole body tense up.
"F..Frank" ,I manage to speak, he tilted his head and move his hands to his neck,he is breathing heavily.

He rubbed his neck and then he looked at me ," motherfucker then why you lied", he said with disappointment, in low tone but just next second he shouted on the top of his lungs.

"WTH YOU LIED TO ME YOU SLUT", and I can't stop myself from crying, I joined my hands and begged him for mercy but I know it's too late.

"S..orry I'm soor sir" ,I can't even explain the pain I'm feeling.
He came towards me,"What! what sorry hnn, sorry yourself you bitch!",  he cursed on top of his lungs.

He then went to the table and grabbed the cake he ordered and at this point all I want is to hide away from him, I'm more than scared; I'm terrified.

He grabbed the cake box and throw it on me,.."Ahhghh sir..rrr ple..se ahh s I..I'm sor"
"WHO THE FUCK IS J",
And for a second I got hella confuse, J?
He didn't ordered this cake, then who?.
"I thought sir..r you ordered i..t fo me.h", I spit these words, myself being confused.
He grabbed my slipper that slipped away when he threw me on ground and sat in front of me .
With one of his hand he held my face, so tight.
"Last chance, speak the truth or else you'll regret it to your death",
And I know these are not empty threats, he'll wrath me apart with this much of his anger.

"Jacob..may..yaahh be".

"Just because I don't fuck you , you go around different guys to be a whore", spatting those words on my face he slammed my face against the sofa and all I could do is cry and beg for mercy, my nose started bleeding and I felt blood on my inner cheek too.

How in my dreams I ever thought that he'll buy me my favourite cake, Ofcourse he didn't.

He then stand up and grabbed me from back if my neck and dragged me behind stairs.
I'm trying to free my self , and with my vain attempt I even threw few punches.
He is dragging me through hall of his office, where I never dared to enter.
I can't even stand on my own,then  walking is far from topic, he is basically trawling me on this cold floor,
he is handling me so roughly my beggings and crying went unheard to him.
He unlocked a door and yanked me inside,
"I've warned you before, don't make me show you my this sight of myself and you slut" he shouted and , grabbed a cart next to him and hurl it on me.

"Ahhhhghhj s..ir hur..t"
"Right it hurt right! ,Then why you lied, you have a lover outside now, who sends you cakes and gifts motherfucking whore", he again untangled the beld around his wrist.

I joined both of my hands and shooking my head I tried speaking, I felt my throat dry from just the way he looked at me.
"I swe..r si ahhh" I can't speak a single word out.
"You are that desperate to be fucked aren't you , you have so much heat inside of you right",
I nooded my head furiously in no,
"Let me blow some of your heat out you slut".
I cried, I begged but he wasn't a human to listen, just a beast.

My skin is burning with pain, blood oozing out from cuts, he kicked me on my stomach so many times that I felt my intestine ripping out.

He trashed me , I'm lying on this dirty cold floor lifelessly, tears still running from corner of my eyes.

"You've deserve nothing but to taint in here ; motherfucking whore",
and with he closed the door in front of me and left.

He left, abusing me to death, he left. In this dark room, lifeless , he didn't even care to listen to me for once.
And when the pain agonized over my body ,soul and mind , the darkness of this room swallowed me in it.