𝐏𝐑𝐎𝐅𝐄𝐒𝐒𝐎𝐑'𝐒 𝐂𝐀𝐏𝐓𝐈𝐕𝐄

true colours

Josh

When I came back to room she was already under covers but I know she's not sleeping.

I definitely not have anything in my mind, I thought of letting her go as it was my mom who made her wear that.

I removed my jeans and then shirt and went to grab my joggers on the side of night stand.

Just when I thought I can control my self ,right there all the self-control bubbles pop.

I moved my side sheet but her's got down too, my breath got stuck in my chest.

Her back is all pale and bare not a single peice of cloth is floating on her skin,it looks so soft.

The red net fabric is not doing it's job, I can see her ass under maroon shading.

After that night I had this thought how are they, and now they are in front my eyes; round , small, soft I guess.

I can't control myself for even a second now.

I turned off the lights and got under sheets, I know this is not what I should be doing, but it seems like I want it so bad.

Her body is so soft, her thighs are milky all the way up to the corner of her pussy.

Her ass just fits my hand, soft , bouncy. Her body is making me crazy, my hands made their way to her chest.

I didn't remove her top, if I will I don't know what I'll do to her.

Her nipples are hard ,I can feel them from her top, I pinched, massage, grabbed them all I wanted and she's was just wiggling under me.

I lost it, I lost it all, I fucked her thighs like raged, if her thighs can make me feel this good, her pussy will make me go crazy.

I have to control myself, I'm loosing my mind , her wet panties rubbing again my dick and I closed my eyes to avoid every single possibility of me sliding in those folds.
I can hear her muffules, my grip got tighter and my muscles got tensed, I can feel my end to this , I closed my eyes and chased my orgasm, with all my strength, she's just stayed under me motion less , gripping on the bedsheets for support and with each fastening second ,I came on her thighs.
I held her waist and make a forceful thrust before pulling my dick out from between her thighs.
When I came down my high, I realised what I just did, she is panting next to me , her ass is full with my handprints, and her back is marked with my unconscious bites.

What the fuck I just did!

I'm not thinking straight, I got up from bed, I can't stay with her for a second longer than this; I need to get as far as possible from her.

I told her to leave and went straight to bathroom.

I didn't look back, I didn't came out of bathroom for an hour. My head is getting messy, I can't let myself get involve with her, she's leaving anyways after her graduation, I can't do this to my self, I have to protect myself, I can't let anyone ruin me again;Never again.

When I came out she was not there, she left.

And I don't know why I feel this way, but I'm sad, frustrated, angry with my self.

I should've never touched her in the first place.

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Right now, I'm anticipating on going gym today or should I skip,when I'll go down I'll have to face her, I can't, I don't want to, I don't want to see her face, I don't want to answer anything and more over I'm afraid that she'll say something to anger me and in my rage, I'll do something stupid infront of mom.

After a lot of thinking I finally came downstairs and she was standing by the counter of kitchen, she looks like she is zoned out. There is something in my chest that hurts looking at her like this and I don't know the reason and even if I know, I'll never acknowledge it.

When she sensed me ,she started pouring hot honey water in glass for me.
All I wanted to do is to take my bottle and leave, but I also want to stay and see how she's doing; I know ,I don't have to.

I went straight up to dining table and  grabbed my bottle of protein and left. I didn't drink honey water that she made, I just ran away from her.

In gym I can't focus at all, she didn't even spare a glance at me, normally she will greet me even if I never reply she do it anyways .
But why do I care so much, I don't care even if she's dead ,so what she didn't look at me, I should not let her affect me this way,I should not care and I should not feel guilty at all.

At breakfast table she wasn't like everyday, she's not smiling on her own, she's just nodding as mom is telling her something.

"Here come my brave son , how come you are late today", mom said in a teasing tone.

And I looked at her , her face is bored, she didn't even smiled at mom's teasing , she just quitely put breakfast on my plate.

"Nothing mom ,I was preparing chart for today's presentation" and listening to my words her eyes got bigger in shock, I think she forgot to study for today's presentation.
She got nervous , started shaking her legs, she served and excusing herself, she went upstairs.
After breakfast we both said good bye to mom and left home.

The whole car ride she digged through her notes then books. She's scared turning pages to pages.
Even when I dropped her by that maple tree, she got out looking at her notes, and on the rear view of mirror, I saw her walking with her eyes fixed on her notes; this idiot!.
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When I entered the class she was writing something on a paper then passed it to that Frank guy behind her.
I thought of letting her go about presentation ,may be it'll give me some sort of peace and I can forget about yesterday.
She still didn't looked up at me, just staring at board.
"I'm cancelling the presentation for today, we will do it the day after tomorrow" ,I announce in class and that's when she looked at me with shock.
Although I never ever postpone my schedule, I did today, not because of her but for my self;  I'm selfish.
She helped my mom that's why, this is a reward ,nothing else.
Everyone in class are shocked, wispering to each other, "what could've happened that I cancelled it and blah blah" but just with thud of duster on bench, they went in pin drop silence.
In between class she wasn't paying attention, first she looked distracted and then she was talking to the girl next to her, getting on my nerves again.
Just when I did a good thing with her ,she is showing me her true colours ; bitch.

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