A new friend || Ben Drowned X Reader

Hello (A/N)

Hi everyone, it's been a while since I posted. 

I am truly sorry I have not been updating this fanfic for such long time, and I've seen a lot of new interactions since I left. I wanted to apologize to EVERYONE who is/was waiting on an update, for all the time I haven't been online or writing. 

I have said that I wouldn't go on a hiatus, yet it's been a couple months since my last update, and I have definitely noticed it. The primary reason on why I wasn't updating or writing wasn't because of time, but because I was starting feeling better with my new life.

At first I started writing this as a way to cope with such a big change in my life, and that was moving not only countries, but continents. Leaving my whole life behind to start something new, somewhere in where people didn't even spoke the same language as me. I wasn't getting used to it, but then I started writing to myself this silly fanfic about my favorite creepypastas and I just at least imagine I still had someone at my side.

The thing is that, with time, I started making friends. Some friends that have even treated me better than people I've known since I was in kindergarten, friends who actually cared about me and have helped me through a lot of struggles. I felt like I was finally able to have a nice new life in where I could just laugh and be happy with my new friends. Be in high school with them, go to games with them, graduate together. At least, what I wanted it to be.

When I was finally starting to get used to my new life, what I thought would be my actual life, my family decided to move, AGAIN. Not to another country to experience, but to our home country once again.

I am devastated. While it is true that I have friends in here, only about 5 of them kept in contact with me when I was gone. Most of the people I considered my friends had ghosted me for 2 years—and now that I came back and started school once again (I just can't seem to catch a break) they act like nothing happened.

The whole reason I wrote this fic was because I felt alone in a my new life, and now that I was getting used to it, I have to throw it all away just because.

Again, I apologize for not uploading, but this was my primary way to cope throughout all of the moving process,  and since I started gaining friends I didn't feel I needed to write anything at all.

Well, I moved back. So that can mean two things now: I will keep writing this, or I won't upload anything anymore. Moving again it's HARD, and DIFFICULT, specially when u can't seem to catch a break and your parents sign you up in high school the week after you arrived. And, considering that I'm very far behind in most of my classes I have no idea when I will write. Maybe when if procrastinate—though I hope not.

Also, I know I said that I had a storyline planned and that everything was gonna go a certain way—I can't seem to remember the plot or story line. So, it will go very spontaneously, and probably a lot of angst. Followed by Fluff. Maybe.

Sorry again for all the trouble, and thank you for reading so far this silly story of mine, I really appreciate it 💔.

I was even contemplating to delete the story, but I've seen so many comments and I just felt bad ;(. I won't say I will or will not go on hiatus, because I certainly cannot tell you. But thanks for reading so far.🫶