𝓦𝓲𝓽𝓱 𝓨𝓸𝓾, 𝓕𝓸𝓻 𝓨𝓸𝓾 𝓕𝓸𝓻𝓮𝓿𝓮𝓻 💜

𝔻𝕊ℙ 𝕄𝕒𝕕𝕒𝕞 𝕀𝕤 𝕀𝕟 𝕃𝕠𝕧𝕖💜

"Kya kar rahi ho tum yaha pe. Raat ke 1 baj rahe hai. Vaise to tumko 10 baje se neend aane lagti hai. " Karishma asked haseena, who was just looking at the sky.

"kuch nahi, bas aa rahe hai" haseena said stealing glances.

"Ab humse baatein chupaogi. Tumse 1000 km door baithke hum jaan lete hai tumhare dimag mein kya chal raha, and u think ki tumhari ankhein nahi padh paenge" karishma said making haseena look at her.

"Bolo kya hua" she said.

"Pata nahi, aaj kuch alag sa feel hua. Pehle kabhi nahi hua tha, i mean. Pata nahi yaar" haseena said frustatedly.

"Kaisa matlab. Kissi ne kuch kaha, kissiki baato ko dil pe lagake baithi ho" karishma asked.

"Nahi....haa. Pata nahi, jab tum Dr. Singh ki maa ke sath chat pe gayi thi. Tab Mr. Singh ne humse jo baatein ki, vo kuch alag thi" haseena tried her best to explain her feelings.

"Kya baatein, kya kaha doctor sahab ne" Karishma asked.

"Unhone kaha ki..." haseena stopped mid-way.

"Ki?"

"Ki hum sundar hai,ki humari sundarta humare vyaktitv mein hai, yeh ki unhone apni maa ke baad pehli esi mahila ko dekha hai, jinhe dekhne ke baad unki nazarein kabhi unse hati hi nahi." haseena said.

"to tum sundar ho yeh to ladke kehte hai, ismein kaun si badi baat hai" Karishma knew what it was, just wanted her best friend to pour it out herself.

"Nahi, yeh vaise nahi tha. Dr. Singh ko sune ke baad hum apne aap ko sundar mehsos kar rahe the. Tumhe vo saare pal yaad hai jab hum yeh kehte the ki yeh kitni sundar hai vo kitni sundar hai, aur hum. Humara wajan zada hai, dark circles hai, aur pata nahi kya kya. Hum in kapdo mein sundar nahi lagte isly yeh nahi pehnege, hum ache nahi dikhate isly kahin bahar nahi jaenge. Apni ek alag duniya bana li thi, aur vo sab isly kyuki hum kudh ko kabhi sundar lage hi nahi. Par Dr. Singh ki baatein sune ke baad laga ki hum kitni galat the. Matlab esa laga maano jo validation hum khoj rahe the vo mil gayi. Vaise jaisa tab laga tha jab tum boli thi Haseena tum kabil ho vo sab karne ke jo tum soch rahi ho. Vaise hi aaj laga ki haa hum sundar hai. Haa kai ladko ne bola hai, par humara dhayan unpar nahi gaya. Par aaj, aaj uss baat ko 3 ghante ho gaye hai aur humara dhayan unpar se hata hi nahi. Pata hai hum unke sath bhaut safe feel karte hai, esa lagta hai maano vo hume sabse bacha sakte hai, Avinash vala yaad hai. Humari jaisi chattan unke samne saas le sakti hai ki thik hai kuch deer ke liye yeh Haseena Mallik ko aram karne do, koi hai jo " haseena stopped.

"Hum bataye kyu" karishma asked,

"Kyu"

"Kyuki tumhe pyar ho gaya hai meri jaan. Doctor sahab se pyar ho gaya hai apko DSP madam. DSP madam is in love" karishma said.

"Kya kuch bhi karishma" haseena said blushing.

"Dekho to already laal gaal kaise laal ho rahe. Haseena baat sirf Dr. Singh ki baato ki nahi hai, tumko unki har cheez pasand aai hai, unhone esa kuch alag nahi kaha hai, bas kuch log hote hai na jo apko kam shabdo mein kudh se pyar kara dete hai. Unmein se ek hai doctor sahab. Kaise meri aur papa ki baatein tumhe lagti hai aur tumhe lagta hai ki haa tum achi ho, vaise hi doctor sahab ke sath bhi. Aur rahi baat tumhe safe feel karani ki. Humne kaha tha haseena, he is the one for you. Tumhe pyar ho gaya hai, life mein pehli baar" karishma said the last word excitedly and started jumping.

"Karishma, Dr. Singh ek ache insan hai, par pyar" Haseena said in confusion.

"Amma, topa. Iss baar bhi tumhari Tubelight deer se hi jalegi jaise mere time pe late jali thi" karishma said and Haseena glared at her.

"Karishma yaar" haseena went inside and sat on the bed being irritated.

"Haseena, i know tumko abhi yeh sab samjh nahi aega. Waqt do apne aap ko aur socho iske baare mein thora" karishma said making haseena calm.

"Okay, thik hai" haseena answered still being lost.

"Chalo abhi muze bhi sona hai" karishma said and dragged haseena to the bed.

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Here Anubhav was tossing in his bed continuously, trying to get some sleep. However, every time he would close his eyes, the conversation between him and haseena came across his mind.

"Kya haseena ji kabhi humse prem karengi" this was the only question his mind asked his heart. And the next minute a conversation hit his mind.

"Anu mai yeh rista aage leke nahi jaa sakti, mai kya bolongi apne mummy papa ko. Aur tumhara yeh sach, mai tumpar kaise trust karo ki tum mere sath vo sab nahi karoge. Agar tumne esa kuch mere sath kiya to"

"Dekho riya, pichle 2 saalo mein tumhe humpar itna sa bhi bharosa nahi ho paya hai. Kya tumhe sach mein lagta hai ki hum tumhare sath esa kuch kar sakte hai jo uss admi ne kiya tha" anubhav pleaded.

"Kyu nahi kar sakte, akhir tum dono ka khoon ek hi hai" the girl said and left

Finally, Anubhav got up from his bed and moved towards the balcony.

"Hum yeh nahi keh sakte ki riya galat thi, par galati to humari bhi nahi thi, na thi na hai. Haa humare andar uss insan ka khoon hai, par hum vaise nahi hai hum riya ko yeh samjhane mein vifal rahe the. Aur shayad haseena ji ko bhi kabhi yeh baat samjha nahi paenge. Shayad bholenath ne humari kismat mein akela rehna hi likha hai. Bas ek gujariz hai, haseena ji ko ek esa jeevan sathi mile jo unhe humse bhi adhkir prem kare. Hum unki nayan mein ek ashru nahi dekh sakte hai" he wipped off the tear which had secreatly escaped his eyes and started staring at the sky.

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Early morning, Haseena was getting ready to go work, while karishma was doing something with the mini garden haseena had in her balcony, when haseena's phone rang.

"Ammi ka call, hey bhagwan" haseena murmured and picked up the call.

"Haseena, kya hua kal. Tumne humne batana bhi zaroori nahi samjha. Avinash itna acha ladka tha haseena, kya bola tumne usse. Kyu tum hume pareshan kar rahi ho haseena, kyu hume apni zimmedario se muqk hone nahi de rahi" ammi began.

"Ammii, humse bhi to puch lijiye kya hua. Uss ache ladke ne kya kya bola hume. Apko esa kyu lagta hai ki har baar humari hi galati hoti hai. Hume nahi karni thi usse shaadi aur vo kuch bhi bole jaa raha tha" haseena almost shouted.

Karishma came towards haseena hearing all the chaos.

"Par kyu nahi karni thi tumhe usse shaadi, kya burai hai usmein. Achaa khasa kamata hai kya dikat hai"

"Ammi jitna vo kamta hai utna hi hum kamate hai, hume kamane vala pati nahi chahiye kitni baar kahe hum" haseena replied.

"Esa hai haseena, hume bas ab tumhari shaadi karvani hai aur iss zimmedari se muqk hona hai. Dekh apne aas pass sabke ghar bas gaye hai. Aur tumhari jo yeh soch hai na ki tum self-sufficient ho, issi wajah se koi ladka nahi mil raha hai, aur yehi chalta raha to jeevan bhar kabhi ghar nahi bas paega tumhara. Are har baar apne aap ko superior batana zaroori hai kya. Mana tum kamati ho iska yeh matlab nahi ki ek riste mein tum hi sahi ho" ammi said.

"Ammi hum jaa rahe hai kaam pe" haseena and disconnected the call.

"Kya hua" karishma asked.

"kuch nahi" haseena said her voice almost choking.

"Ab kya bola aunty ne" karishma asked.

"Kuch alag nahi, bas yehi ki hum ese hi rahe to zindagi bhar akele rahenge aur kabhi humara ghar nahi bas paega. Pata hai kya karishma, hume lagta hai kabhi kabhi maa baap ki baato ko upar vala kehta hai tadhastu" haseena smiled sarcastically.

"Shayad sahi hi keh rahi hai, shayad pati bache kissike sath ke liye hum bane hi nahi hai" haseena said and immediately left.

𝒰𝓅𝒸ℴ𝓂𝒸𝓃ℊ: ℳ𝒸𝓉𝓇𝒶 𝒶𝓊𝓇 𝒫𝒶𝓇𝒶𝓂 ℳ𝒸𝓉𝓇

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