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Since our appointment seemed so far away Charlie went back to work. although he was really only taking a few clients at a time instead of his normal amount. He's also been really sick in morning- like really sick. i honestly just feel bad at this point because i feel like i'm the one causing this.
This guilty feeling made me relapse a few times in the last 2 weeks. but i feel like i can't be the one hurting. i haven't told anyone about it because i don't want anyone worrying about me. although i almost got caught by a student. during rugby practice, i was running and i guess the end of my scar showed a bit. no one said anything thank god but the one boy stared at my leg and just looked kind of sad. i felt even more guilty. like i just caused someone else pain. im trying so hard to be brave but im so worried about charlie and this baby. i know i sound like im not excited but i really am!!! im just nervous, i feel like i've caused harm to charlie. i do have therapy today so i really am praying that i can get some real advice about this...
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After All This Time
FanfictionNick and Charlie are out of school and moved out! they are ready for a new life with their news jobs and home. They are especially excited about just being together!! But what happens when Charlie gets sick in the middle of the day at work? How will...
