Chapter 10: oh wow...

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PLEASE READ THIS IS A WARNING: this chapter is also a little spicy and it discusses the topic of sh if that will be triggering please do not read this chapter.

Nicks pov:

We here the doorbell ring and i quickly get my shirt back on and run to the door. I open the door to see Harry Greene delivering our food. He recognizes me oh god

Harry: "Ay nick! is that you?"

Nick: "yep. thanks have a nice night"

Harry: "wait a minute mate, i wanna apologize again for high school. I'll be completely honest, i was a dick and i was trying to hide who i really was. I know sorry can't make up for everything but i know it could do something."

I paused. Im not sure what to say so i just say its whatever and close the door. I laugh at the fact he has no life now. listen i know i can be an asshole and yeah im being an asshole. I walk back to the kitchen and throw the food on the table and turn straight to charlie. He is now only in is boxers rubbing his tiny belly.

I walk right up and take my shirt off again. He asks what took so long and i just kiss him. He wraps his legs around me and his hands around my head. I wrap my hands around his waist and kiss him harder. I slide my hands under is ass again to pick him up and when he lets me i throw him on the couch. he tugs at my pants and i freeze. I want him but i have fresh cuts that i can't let him see. I ignore his calls and kiss down his neck and across his chest down to his stomach. he moans with every kiss until he realizes what i'm trying to do. he sits me up

Charlie: "what happened? are you ok?"

Nick: "yes baby just lay back down and enjoy"

Charlie: "no, don't baby me right now what is going on? did you relapse?"

he sounds sad and confused. how do i tell my pregnant fiancé that i cut myself?

I just shake my head and break down. I cry into his shoulder and i can't stop apologizing. Charlie holds me tells my it's ok.

(After like 20 minutes of that)

I calmed down and i scheduled an appointment with my therapist sooner. Charlie doesn't ask me why he just holds me. we decide we are just going to eat and enjoy each other's company.

The rest of the night went really well and i'm going to therapy tomorrow.

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