Big lies - Miguel O'Hara fan fic

Chapter 71

Y/n POV
2 weeks later
After 2 months just being home taking care of a baby Miguel decided to take me out on a date.... I wasn't sure about that since I'm not ready to leave my daughter side since it's still a little early... that's what I thought.... but Miguel randomly just hired this women to babysit are daughter...... someone who I don't even know......I was this close on just telling him to cancel these plans cause I'm not leaving my little girl with a random stranger who I don't even know...... but of course I let him get in my head.... and just decided to go.......
The whole night you just see me just being a worry mother, I mean who wouldn't.... I just looked desperate to leave here... Miguel just looked at me as he hold my hand..
" you okay?" He said
" I'm fine... yeah I'm fine.." I said giving him a smile
" why?" I asked
" well you look a little desperate and worry" he said
" well I am worry.." I said
" about what?" He asked
" about are daughter..." I said
" being away from her makes me feel like a horrible mother for some reason...." I said
" don't say that your not a horrible mother plus we have a babysitter that's taking care of her" he said
" yeah someone who I just met..." I said
" I don't know if I trust her being around are kid" I said as I just took a sip of my water
" you know what I'm I think we should go home.." I said
" y/n you need to stop worrying okay" he said
" I took you on this date so you could take a break from everything just have some free time" he said
" you deserve this okay" he said
" after everything you been doing.."
" you deserve a night like this" he said smiling
" yeah your right..." I said
" but I just want to make sure she's okay" I said as I just stood up but Miguel just push me back on the chair as he grabbed on my wrist...
" no okay ......she's okay alright?" He said as he just kept grabbing on my wrist tight....
" okay fine..." I said as he just let go as I just see my wrist red... he just looked at me as he just looked too stunned to speak.... he just clear his throat....
"I'm sorry..." he said
" it's fine..." I said not even looking at him
As I just looked down just and took a deep breath as I playing with my food...
I don't get why he has to act like this.....just all of sudden acting like a damn dick.....just being very controlling as well....
After an awkward dinner we left the restaurant and we were just walking around the city...... not even talking at all..... at that moment I just felt like leaving him behind but couldn't since he was just holding my hand tightly... as we were still walking I just heard someone shout Miguel name....
We just stop and turn around just seeing peter walk towards us
" Peter" Miguel said
" what brings you here...?" He asked
" just taking a small stroll" he said as he just looked at me
" oh" Miguel said
" do you guys want to go grab some drinks?" He asked
" sure why not" Miguel said
" great." He said as we just walked in a bar.....
" I'm go to the restroom" I said to Miguel as he just nod...
As I just went to the ladies room I just looked at my hand just seeing it all red.... I just washed my hands and just looked at myself in the mirror.... I just took a deep breath and just walked out.... I was just standing in the entrance just debating if I should just stay with them or just go home.... which I just decide to go home.... I just walked out as I stop a taxi to take me home.... not even telling Miguel which I didn't care at this point.... after arriving Gabriella was already asleep I just thanked the babysitter and she just left.... as I just head upstairs I just got undressed just put on a sweater and some sweatpants and just put my hair up i just got out the room and just checked on Gabriella..... she was just sound asleep.....I just smiled as I just kissed her cheek.... as I got out her room I just heard the front door open..
" y/n" he said as he just walked upstairs as I just stood there in the hall...
" what the hell was that?" He asked
" what was?" I said just looking at him confused
" you just leaving like that" he said
" you could've just told me" he said
" well I'm sorry I didn't wanted ruin your night again" I said
" and make you angry just cause I was a worry mother.." I said
" I told you there was someone looking after her" he said
" so what it was some random lady who I never even met why would I even trust a random person on taking care of are baby!?" I said slightly shouting
" what about you being so damn aggressive for no reason?" I said as I just looked at him angrily
" I said I was sorry" he said as I just roll my eyes
" you know what I don't have time for this I'm just go to bed" I said as I just walked in the bedroom just closing the door... Miguel just try opening the door but let out a sigh as it was locked
" you got to be kidding me...." he said as he just decided on grabbing some blankets and just sleep in the floor inside of Gabriella room..... yeah there's like 4 guest bedrooms but he just wanted to be with his daughter and just take care of her that night......

( sorry if there's some errors....)