Big lies - Miguel O'Hara fan fic

Chapter 46

Y/n POV
The next day
I was just in my room getting ready for the day.... I was just applying a bit of makeup and doing my hair the whole time I was doing that I
Just kept getting so much pain in my neck.....
I just looked at myself in the mirror and see we're I had that mark all purple
" great....." i whispered
I just kept looking at myself just seeing how pale I was..... i just ignore it and just finished doing my hair after all that I just went to the city just to walk around a bit just to distract myself from everything that is going on.... the big responsibility I have to handle.......I was just walking just passing by people being bump into which was very annoying I just kept walking  and stop as I see Miguel walking towards my direction my whole body just reacted that  I just walked inside of this shopping center and going inside this store...... I thought I lost him but what a coincidence that he walked in the same store as well..... almost like 50 stores inside here and he decide to walk in here...... great I just kept walking and just pretend to look around as I realized that I was looking at the baby stuff.... I just let out a sharp sigh....... the way I felt emotional just seeing the tiny clothing.... the shoes...... wow in 9 months I'm having a baby......... I'm having Miguel baby and he doesn't know......I just felt the whole room get all hot I just felt that I needed to get out I just instantly walked out as I bumped into someone
" shit I'm so sorry" I said
As I just looked up and see Miguel
" it's okay..." he said as he just had a small smile just looking at me.... those big brown eyes.....
Damnit.....
I just looked away and just walked out the building
And just went back to my apartment.......
I just kept thinking if this was a sign to tell him the truth.......?