Big lies - Miguel O'Hara fan fic

Chapter 148

Y/n POV
A few days later
Since Miguel wants to get marry very very early that means we have to have everything plan out now... since it's 2 months now.... wow in 2 months.... that's just crazy definitely crazy...... what if I just tell Miguel for us just to wait a year because this is too fast.... but I don't have the guts to cause if I do he will probably get mad at me or something maybe just control my own words or something.....
I just standing on something and looking at myself having a very force smile while I was trying on some wedding dresses... this felt very unreal.... I just took a deep breath..... and smile just finding the one..... after that I was just walking around the city I mean for once.. Miguel was taking care of Gabriella since it was a Saturday and he wasn't working today so I took the advantage to spend some time to myself... since I needed it...
I ended up just staying at a cafe for hours just reading my book.... I just looked outside seeing it dark I checked the time and it was already 9:30
" holy shit..." I whispered I just grabbed my things and just went back to my car.. I just drove so fast and hope for Miguel not ask me so much questions or something like that....
Once I arrived I just had my bags and was holding the dress just struggling to open the front door till I did.... I just walked in seeing everything off I quietly closed the door and turn on the lights seeing Miguel sitting on the stairs.. I let out a small gasp I wasn't really expecting him to be there...
" where have you been?" He asked as he stood up
" well I went to go find a dress which I did... and just decided to go to a cafe and that's all okay..." I said
" you found a dress." He said
" yeah..." I said
He just looked at me mad but then he gave me a smile....
" that's good....that's good..." he said
" but why did you came home so late?" He asked
I just let out a small chuckled
" I am sorry that I came home late I just wanted to have some time to myself okay just once at least..." I said  he just walked towards me...  it just seem if he didn't believe me at all....he just place his thumb on my chin making me look at him... he just kept looking at me for a very long time....
" alright then... it's okay...." he said softly as he removed his thumb
" stuff like that happen I shouldn't be mad at you at all..." he said
" I mean you  do deserve some time for yourself ....." he said
" I shouldn't be thinking that you probably did something else but I know you wouldn't after warning you the things that could happen if you did...." he said....
" I would never do anything like that at all......" I said
" I know you wouldn't..." he said as he smiled at me.....
" now let go to bed..." he said as he grabbed my hand..... just feeling him grip on it once again..... he just looked at me having a small smirk on his face.....
" what?" I said
He just randomly pulled me into a very passionate deep kiss that it left me speechless.... he pulled away and my face was all red....
" what was that for?" I asked
" just cause I love you...." he said smirking....well that was very unexpected of him....