Big lies - Miguel O'Hara fan fic

Chapter 108

Y/n POV
A few days later
After those days with guilt and fear just crumbling inside me..... also wanting to tell Miguel about the thing I found on his coat but I rather keep myself even though is also going to destroy me keeping it inside but also Miguel will probably do something to me if I tell him so yeah.....
I was outside with Gabriella just watering the roses in the garden....she was running around the whole yard chasing this butterfly she saw... I let a chuckled and kept watering the roses....
After finishing doing that we went back in and saw Miguel in the table working on something....
" what you working on?" I asked
" just something.." he said closing his book and looked at me smiling... of course it seemed that he didn't wanted to show me what he was doing.....
" okay..." I said
" actually there's something I wanted to tell you..."He said standing up
The way my heart started beating so fast...
" yes?" I said
" in a few weeks  I hosted something at this hotel just a small party with people at work...so  just a small reminder..." he said kissing my cheek and went upstairs
" oh..." I said
" good..." I said just sitting down.....
I need to stop feeling this way.... but I can't control it..... I stood up and just started making dinner after finishing I was setting up the table.... and picked up Gabriella placing her in her high chair.... and then heard the phone ring.. I was about to pick it up till...
" I GOT IT!" Miguel shouted  I still had my hand place on the phone and just picked it up and heard this very familiar voice.....  feeling my whole body just freeze for a bit.......I just put the phone down and heard Miguel door open and coming downstairs.....
And let's just say it was very quiet dinner..... after that.....
I just took my plate to the sink and washed them.....
" I'm go to bed" I said picking up Gabriella
" good night..." I said Miguel just sat there feeling confused on why I was acting that way... I took Gabriella and shower her and got her ready for bed I place her down her crib as she was already sleeping peacefully..... I went in the bedroom and grabbed some clothes and took a quick shower... after I was done I turn off the lights and lay there looking at the wall..... after like 5 minutes later I see the door open and see Miguel shadow..
" what the hell was that?" He said turning on the lights... I just lay there quietly as he grabbed me
" what?" I said
" why are you acting this way?" He said
" I'm just tired okay..." I said
" that's all can I not go to bed early or what are you trying to control my whole life?" I said
" maybe I am...." he said looking at me seriously
" I'm sorry then..." I said
" I won't do it again....."
he just kept looking at me and let go......
" good..." he said
" I'm sorry as well...." he said
" I shouldn't have snap at you this way...... but if you ever try getting away from me... I will cross the line I show you who you belong.... you understand?" he said  I slowly nod... he just got up...and looked at me
" I love you..." he said kissing my head...... i just pulled the blanket and gripping it....