Big lies - Miguel O'Hara fan fic

Chapter 193

Y/n POV
After the wedding ceremony of course there was a party going on which I am glad that are guest we're having fun. And I was having fun. Luckily Jess was helping me with gabbi... but also there was some times where I will hardly even see Miguel... he will just leave and I will sometimes see him talking with Peter and this other guy... which I never met before.... it was a little odd which I didn't wanted to make it a big deal on are big day....
I was just sitting down looking around the whole time till Miguel finally decided to join me.....
" there's my beautiful wife..." he said as he grabbed my hand and kissed it.... he just looked at me with a big smile.....
" gosh I am glad to call you my wife..." he said
I just smiled at him..
" can't believe I am Mrs O'Hara already..." I said as he looked at me having a small smirk...
" finally get to call you all mine...." he said as he pulled me into a kiss and started going down my neck....
" okay calm down sir..." I said looking at him..
" I just can't help it.... you're just so beautiful..." he said as he looked at me right into my eyes.....
" I love you so much...." he said having a soft smile...
I just place my hand on his cheek and smile.....
" I love you too...." I said
He just smile and pull me into a passionate kiss...
He pulled away and rest his forehead on mine.....
" I will forever love you y/n..." he said
" forever...." he said
" I know...." I said..
He just kiss my hand once again till Miguel look up and saw peter looking at us while he walked pass us..
" I be right back..." he said as he stood up walking towards peter....
Well great he will probably find out about me planning about running away on are wedding day.....
Well great.... I turn around and just see Miguel looking at me the whole time.... and he just had a small serious look..I just took a deep breath as I turn back around... I just stood up and walked through the crowd... I was extremely nervous about him getting mad about the whole thing but hey at least I came back.... Miguel saw that I was gone so he just walked away from the conversation he was having with Peter.....he just try catching up to me...
" Y/N!" He shouted but I just ignored it till he caught up and grabbed my arm turning me around....
" what?" I said looking at him... he just pulled me inside the building and close the door...
" is it true what Peter told me?" He said
" what exactly did peter told you?" I said slightly tilting my head...
" oh don't play dumb y/n..." he said
" no tell me what exactly did Parker told you...." I said
" alright then.." he said as he let out a sigh...
" you trying running away?" Miguel said as he had his hand on his mouth just rubbing the side of his lip....
I just let out a nervous chuckled
" oh that Parker is very funny... I will never...." I said
" don't lie to me y/n" he said having a serious look...
" I am not..." I said
" I know when your lying...." he said
" just tell me the truth did you try running away from are wedding?" He asked...
I couldn't lie to him.... I just couldn't since now he's my husband...
I just took a deep breath...
" fine you want to know the truth?"
" yes I did ran away.." I said
" I was planning on going somewhere else with Gabriella....." I said
Miguel just looked at me he looked hurt and angry at the same time....
" so your saying that you just wanted to leave me here and take are daughter to wherever you were planning on going...." he said
" I know it sounds horrible but try to understand that it was the pressure and emotions taking over my body.... I wasn't thinking at all.." I said
Miguel just stood there...
" I was scared Miguel......" I said
" why were you scared....?" He asked
" just everything Miguel..... I thought I was ready for this moment but I guess I wasn't that I freaked out and just ran......"
" everything felt rush just everything was happening so fast...." I said
" but then I realize that maybe I was ready for this... I open my eyes and realize that I am marrying the man I am deeply in love with... how can I ruin this special moment for us.... so I came back because I am in love with you Miguel..." I said as I walked towards him and grabbed his hand.....
" and will always be in love with you...."
" no matter what....." I said smiling at him...
" I am truly sorry that I did that and I regret it so much....." I said
" it's fine at least you came back......" he said
I looked at him.... and I felt hurt over what I did..... my eyes started to water....
" I'm so sorry..." I said just pulling him into a hug....
" it's okay y/n.." he said as he just looked at me... and place his hand on my cheek....
" it's okay at least my beautiful wife is here...." he said smiling at me as he wiped my tears off..... I just smiled back.... and just a few seconds of looking at each other
I just pulled him into a kiss which led us to making out...
Miguel just pulled away and looked at me...
" are we really ditching are own celebration?" He asked
" it's fine.. Jess gave me the keys to the suite and she said she will look after gabbi" I said
" okay let's go" he said as he picked me up and carry me upstairs to the room.... Miguel grabbed the Keys and open the door once he closed it he just pulled me into a deep kiss...... it just felt nice.... having the lights off and just the light of the moonlight reflecting.... he stopped as he took of his coat and shirt off and unbuttoning his pants.... after that he pulled me into a kiss and felt his hand running through my back and felt him unzip my dress just removing the straps as it fell on the ground... he kept kissing me as he gently place me down in the bed and getting on me kissing me everywhere.... I arch my back as I felt him kissing me down my neck and felt him softly bite my neck making me let out a moan.... he just looked at me as he had a small smirk.... he kissed me on my lips as he looked at me right into my eyes and I felt him insert himself making me let out a moan..... I just kept arching my back and felt Miguel place his hand on my waist as he was slowly thrusting in..... I felt my whole face just getting red i place my hand on his back digging my nails on his skin..... I open my eyes and looked at Miguel as I place my hand on his cheek and pulled him into a deep kiss. I let out a moan in between kiss.. as I pulled away and looked at him....
" I love you.." I said
" I love you too..." he said feeling him thrusting in fast....
I pulled him back into a deep kiss and letting out a moan feeling myself come.... Miguel just pulled away as he let out a moan and felt him come inside......  He flopped on me while I try catching my breath.... Miguel was breathing heavily... and then felt him leaving me small kiss on my neck....
" gosh I love you y/n..." he said as he looked at me having a smile.....
" I love you too..." I said placing my hand on his cheek.... and gave him a smile as well.... he let out a small chuckled and kissed my forehead... and then fix's himself and lay on his back. I just place my head on his chest listening to his heartbeat.. it was just peaceful listening to it... I felt him place his hand on my back just rubbing it.... after a few minutes we both just fell asleep peacefully.....
Are first night as a marry couple....
I finally get to call him.....
My lovely husband..