Big lies - Miguel O'Hara fan fic

Chapter 103

Y/n POV
A month later
After last month everything that happen..... still feeling guilt in me for kissing peter.... after that I haven't been able to see him again.... I really do miss him though... but Also feeling guilty for what happen I can't hide this from Miguel... but if I tell him I know there's a chance he's going to do something to me.... maybe become something that peter been warning me about.... like the way how he was acting rough around me...... I mean he still acts the same..... so I guess he doesn't change at all.....
we were both in the living room as Gabriella was upstairs asleep...he had his arm around me and holding onto my arm tightly.... and I had my head on his shoulder just looking at the tv.....
He just looked at me as I did the same... we both smiled but he kept looking at me....
" what..." I said
" can I not admire you..." he said
" my beautiful lady...." he said kissing me down my neck....
I felt him leave marks.....then he pulled me into a kiss and grabbed my hand I pulled away and looked at him..... I felt guilt but I knew doing this probably will make me forget about it... which I thought...
" what...?" He said i didn't say nothing and just pulled him into a deep kiss.... I got on him and he looked at me surprised.....
I let out a small moan as I insert myself in..... I place my hand on his chest... feeling my face get all red.... he place his hand on my hips as I was moving a little fast....
" that's it...." he said groaning and throwing his head and bit his lip....
I kept moving fast letting out a very loud moan....
he wrap his hand around me as he started to thrust in me hard....
I place my head on his shoulder letting out a moan till I felt myself come and felt my leg shake..... so did Miguel I was surprised that he let out a very loud moan and grip onto my waist..... feeling him breath heavily on my chest..... it took me forever to process this...... I was breathing heavily.... and looked at him seeing him all red.... I just smiled at him.... till it slowly fade away....
" I'm sorry...."I said
" are you joking..." he said chuckling
" after this I don't think I be mad at you..." he said placing his thumb on my chin and giving me a smile.....
" you did good..." he said as he kissed my cheek i just looked at him in the eyes....
" I love you..." I said
" I know you do... i love you too..." he said
I just pulled him into a kiss.....
I had so much on my mind.... with the whole keeping a secret from Miguel.... Which makes me feel guilty about it...... but the chances if he finds out about it..... he probably do something to me.... maybe make me learn my lesson..... again....  I will try my best just to forget about that and focus on Miguel and Gabriella.....