Big lies - Miguel O'Hara fan fic

Chapter 62

Y/n POV
The next day
After being in the hospital for 2 days we finally got to go home and finally take Gabriella to her new home.... as we just arrived to the house... I was just carrying her as I just walked in as Miguel was behind me carrying the bag.... everything was going okay half of the time Gabriella was asleep so it was just calm.....till the night hit where I was struggling.... Gabriella was crying nonstop I just kept rocking her  but she wouldn't stop crying.... after 10 minutes later she kept crying....
" why won't she stop crying.." I said as I almost cried out as well
I just kept rocking her, checking her diaper, feeding her but nothing
She just kept crying....
" omg I'm such a horrible mom I don't how how to stop her from crying maybe I'm the reason she's crying what if she hates Me" I said just freaking out
" let me help" Miguel said as I carefully put her in his arms as he was slowly rocking her as she just stop crying....
I just let out a small chuckled as I felt a tear just fall down
" my own daughter hates me" I said as I just sat down in the bed
" don't say that okay your an amazing mother okay.... your just new at this.." he said as he just gave me a small smile....
" yeah your right" I said
" but at least I got her to sleep" he said
" yeah" I said as Miguel just places her down in the bassinet
" thank you Miguel.." I said giving him small smile
" no problem" he said I just gave him a small kiss as I just lay down so did Miguel.....
" wow.... I wasn't expecting this to be hard...." I said
" I know..." he said
" but I promise things will get easier" he said
" yeah" I said looking at him....
" but at least we have each other so I'm pretty sure we could handle it.." he said
" yeah of course we can this is just the first day it get easier.... right?" I said
" it will..." he said as he just smiled at me and pulled me into a kiss....