Fragments Of Love Series Part 1 : Toxic Love [ SandRay - Only Friends ]

My Dear Sand - Always Love You, Ray

May

Dear Sand,

How are you? Did you get the bracelet I made you? Tian says I have a knack for jewelry. And asked me if I would like to do something like that after uni. I'm so glad Tian is here. It's so easy to talk to him. He understands me, also because he grew up rich and had some problems with his parents. I think it's really great that he decided to volunteer here to help other people.

What are you doing? How are things at university? Do you have a lot of stress?

Always Love you, Ray

Hey Ray,

I am glad that you seem to be doing well. And the bracelet is really nice, I wear it every day. Mew is quite jealous of it. Uni is really stressing me out right now, I barely have time for gigs at Yolo Bar, which Yo thinks is pretty annoying but uni comes first. At least I need something in case my music career doesn't work out, right?

Tian seems to be really good for you. Honestly, I'm glad you have people around you there who care about you.

Is Black still that exhausting?

I miss you, Sand.

June

Sand,

Why didn't you come during the visiting hours? Were you so busy that you forgot? I'm not angry with you, I was just really looking forward to seeing you.

Mew visited me, I gave him a necklace for you, I hope you received it.

How is everything else going with you? Are Nick and Boston already excited before their flight to the USA? You mentioned in your last letter that they are only going for 2 weeks, right? I am happy for them, gaining new experiences is something so nice.

Black and I are in the same room now, we are getting along really well. He is actually a pretty nice guy, if you look behind the hard facade. We play a lot of card games, sometimes together with Talay and Puen. I never thought I would make friends here, but I am very glad I did. They understand me and can relate to my situation here.

I hope you are doing well.

Don't forget me, Ray

Ray,

I'm sorry I haven't visited you in a while. University and the job in the bar hardly give me time to breathe. Plus I have all the stress of looking for a new roommate for the time Nick and Boston will be in the US. I still can't believe they really want to move there for a whole year.

I got your necklace, thank you so much for it.

Give my regards to your friends and tell them to take care of you, okay?

Love, Sand

July

Sand,

Today is the day I'm hitting the six months marker in rehab. The time went by faster than I initially thought and yet I still don't have the feeling that I have made much progress on my way.

I am firmly convinced that the decision to stay in inpatient therapy was the right one. Somehow I am not yet ready for the "normal" life out there.

I was very happy about your last visit. The others like you too. I really hope we stay in touch even after we are all done with therapy. Although I am afraid that especially Talay and Puen will stay here for quite a while. Universal travel? Do you believe in it?