sturniolo triplets oneshots/smut

again // slight-smut, angst // chris // non-request

your outfit in this story (i like doing these just for a better visual and imagination)
https://www.pinterest.com/pin/4574037114940173/

not proofread so sorry if it's bad lolll 

also pretty short chapter, idk, i wanted to do an angst since i never have before, i've never even practiced writing an angst so sorry if this is bad💀

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he pulled out, smirking. i closed my eyes and let my body relax. "you alright y/n?" he asked, i nodded, slowly falling asleep. the next morning i woke up to a cold room. i sat up and changed into my t-shirt with the neckline cut off, some gray brandy shorts, and my ugg slippers. 

i sighed and put my shoes on, grabbed my phone and air pods off the bedside table. as i walked downstairs, i looked around, looking for chris. but then again, there was no point.

 i'm a fuck buddy. i fell for him. and i hated it. i opened my door and closed it behind me, locking it and putting my air pods in. i turned my spotify playlist on. and, pluto projector was the first song that popped up. 

i put my phone in my pocket and began walking toward the forest, quietly humming the tune. i saw my usual hangout place - a tree swing, which was occupied when i walked over. "hey" the person looked up, it was chris, he was crying, but when he saw me, wiped his tears.

"what? what do you want?" he mumbled. i felt bad, "what's up?" he scoffed, "stop trying to care about me! we're just fuck buddies! alright?!" he stormed off. i instantly collapsed onto the swing and began to sob. i didn't get it. why couldn't he just think of me as a friend..? why do we have to be fuck buddies? i sobbed harder and then began swinging on the swing, and quite honestly, it made me feel a little better. 

3 days later

"please, y/n, i'm sorry!" i shook my head. "chris i can't. i fell for you. so we just..-" i teared up, "we just can't anymore.." his face turned to hurt. "it's fine, i promise." i looked up through my blurry eyes at him, he was sobbing, "i promise i won't hurt you." i shook my head, "chris, we-" i sighed, "we just can't do it anymore" my heart dropped as he hugged me. he never had, and in instinct, i hugged him back. 

"i love you, chris", he nodded, "i'm sorry, i wish i loved you too.." i nodded into his chest. "goodbye for now?.." we nodded and i went in to shake his hand. but, again, he pulled me in and hugged me back as tight as possible. after that, he left. i broke down in the middle of the living room.