The Wolf Demon

Chapter 19

Jack

   
As I put the last of my things away in their respected away, I looked at the clock that read 1:23am. I sat at my desk and I could already feel my arms and back aching from all the moving we did today.

I could have waited to unpack my office till tomorrow, but I felt that Athena needed some time to process what happened with Sam, and I also needed some time to be alone.
   

I know what Sam means to her and I'm trying not to get jealous. That was the reason why I left her there. I didn't want to say anything stupid this time, thats not what she needs right now. I used to control my anger very well, but ever since meeting Athena my wolf has been giving me a hard time staying in control.
   

I stood up and headed back to my room. I make my way up the stairs when I abruptly stop. I sniffed the air around me and my primal side starts to come out.
Shit!
   

I run to my room and open the door and the smell over powers me, making it even harder for me to stay in control. I see Athena squirming in bed and she slowly sits up and looks at me with desperation.
   

"Jack......help me." She says in pain. I shut my door and lock it. I slowly approach her, fighting with my wolf to stay calm.
    "Athena....you're.......you'er in heat." I struggle to say.
    "I know.....please....please help me. This pain is unbearable." She begs.

I take a step back, my wolf was screaming in my head, demanding me to mark her.
    "You know what I have to do to make it stop." I say, swallowing hard as my nose drowns in her scent.
    "Yes Jack please, I'm ready." She begs.
   

I slowly approach her and take off my shirt. I climb into bed with her and hold her in my arms. "I don't want you to regret this Love." I say breathing heavily. I thought if I laid next to her, then maybe it takes some of the pain away, but clearly I was wrong. She quickly got on top of me and looks at me with dark lustful eyes.

Athena was no longer in control, her wolf has taking over and she was ready to take her mate. She slams her lips on mine, causing my wolf to finally break. I needed Athena and I'm sure she needed me. I tried to hold back, but from the smell of her heat and how I was already physically exhausted, I could no longer hold him back.

I quickly pick up Athena and lay her on her back. I started to kiss her neck and I could hear small moans coming out of her which only drove me crazier. My hands trailed up to her breast and he made a small yelp.

"Jack?" She moans.
"Hmm." I say, kissing down to her collar bone.
"I-I never had sex before." She says and as soon as she did, I pulled away from her.
Athenas a virgin? No man has touched her before?

I was happy no doubt, but I couldn't take Athena like this. If this is her first time, I want her to want to have sex with me, not forced because of her heat. I meant what I said about respecting her, I don't want my wolf to take over and hurt her because he can't control himself.

"Athena, I think we should stop." I say.
She sits up and looks at me as if I rejected her.
"Why?" She asked.

I sit back on the bed, keeping a little distance between us.
"Athena, I don't want you to think I don't want to have sex with you, because I do. I wanna make love to you, in more ways than one, but I can't control my wolf and I don't want him to do something we will regret." I say.

Athena looks at me for a moment and slowly scotches closer to me.
"Athena-"
"Ssshhh." She hush's me and then climbs on me and sits on my lap facing me. My head felt like there was a game of tug of war going on with me and my wolf and sadly my wolf was winning.