Maybe just baited yall idk
Hey! I know this isn't really what anyone would expect from me
I know i say i love you guys so much like—a LOT—like you could go through my chapters and you would probably see it like five separate times, maybe even more, lmao. Dont count cause i could be wrong pls
Ok back to what I was saying before lmao, I know I say I love you guys a lot, but I don't think you may truly get how much.
This is taking me a lot to just write, lol, so bare with any and all errors i make during this "note", its hard for me to write this and i'll be publishing first draft wjthout looking through
I will say, part of this will be a triggering read, so I'm going to just caution you that this deals with a lot of the troubles and struggles in my own life. I'll add a lil' eyecatching emoji spam when the triggering part is over, lmao. Please have caution reading from this moment on, as what I will write has to do with mental health, death, self termination, etc etc etc.
So, earlier in the year, before I started writing this book, I was not in a good place. My mental health was terrible, I was suicidal, I would SH by picking and scratching at my skin till it bled, etc etc etc.
(I really dont want to get into why i was yk suicidal, thats just for me and my close friends)
But then I discovered Murder Drones. I had known the show existed beforehand, I'd been a fan since just after the pilot came out, but I forgot it existed til' ep 4 came out. Two nights after i binged the series, I started writing this fic. I got full episodes done in just hours, and I had all of you reading. I was so surprised when i had 500 reads, lmao, now I almost have thirty thousand on quotev.
Then, some way through my writing 'career', I slowed down and opened the discord server so I could talk to all of you. And im so happy I did so. You guys are my best friends, you guys have made me so much happier, and I'm glad to say I've been clean for maybe a month now.
I never could have done any of this without you all.
🥰🥰🥰💍🇺🇸💍💍🇺🇸💍💍💍🇺🇸🙄😰😭💀😇😊😈🤨😭🤭🥲👍👍😊👍👍😊👍😭😀🇺🇸🤭☠️🥰👍🤭🥰🇺🇸☠️😼😊😭😋👍😇💍🥰🇺🇸🥰🤭🤭🤭
Eye-catching, huh?
Summary of what I just said; thank you all for what you have done for me, I'm a much happier person overall now.
I'd like to mention some of my friends that I met online due to me writing this fic, not all of them read this fic though, lol
Kosmo; Thank you, thank you thank you THANK YOUUUU!!! You're the bestest friend a guy could ever have. I remember seeing you be the first person to join the server and I was vibrating with excitement lol. You're an amazing and funny person, im so happy I met you, I'm so happy I started writing this fic.
Mario; MAN, DUDE, BUDDY CHUM PAL, you're a hella cool guy. I love how loyal you are to your friends, whether online or irl, and thank you for dealing with me, lmaooo.
Nothing; Nothing Dangerous, you Dangerous little pal. I love your humor and i love your writing, thank you for writing the end of heartbeat for me months ago LMAO
Samoht; Sense of humor? TOP TIER, I love that we both love offensive humor wahah, even though you may not see this I feel like you're worth mentioning in here, a great pal in a great chapter.
SD-C; We may not talk much, but you're a cool guy, dude. When you're able to be online, I love talking to you. Just a sillie lil fella
Blue_Dragon_cl; You're comments make me CACKLE man. Though you may not be part of the server (😢) I love talking to you whenever a conversation sparks up.
And to all my readers; I love you for reading my fic and supporting what i've done for months now. You all are amazing.
Stay gold.
YOU ARE READING
Murder Drones x Reader (+Oneshots)
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