Nagising ako dahil sa sikat ng araw na tumatama sa mukha ko.
Masakit parin ang mga mata ko. Dahil siguro sa kakaiyak ko mula kagabi. Kinapa ko si Asher sa tabi ko pero bigla akong nagpanic ng wala akong makapa. Iminulat ko ang mga mata kahit na mahapdi parin iyon at bumangon mula sa kama para hanapin ang anak kom
"Asher!!" I shouted his name.
My heart is pounding so loud and i feel like I'm having a panic attack. "Asher!!"
Pumunta ako sa banyo kung nandun siya. Pero wala din siya dun.
Please.. wag naman sana. Naninikip na ang dibdib ko dahil sa kabang nararamdaman. My eyes also started to water.
"Asher! Baby where are you!" Nilibot ko na ang buong suite pero hindi ko parin siya mahagilap.
Tuluyan nang nagbagsakan ang mga luha ko sa sobrang takot na baka kinuha na siya ni Ashton sa akin. I cannot live without my baby!
Oh God! Please!
My phone! Where's my phone!!
I ran back to the room at mabilis na hinagilap ko ang dala kong bag kahapon. Nang makita ko ang iyon ay kinuha ko agad ang phone ko at tinawagan si Ashton.
After a few rings ay sinagot din niya.
"Hello, my dear." He said flatly. "You lost something?" I can feel his mockery over the phone na lalong nagpasikip ng dibdib ko.
"Ashton please.... where's Asher! ?" I was already crying so hard. Humahagulgol na ako.
"Oh? You mean my son?" Makahulugang saad niya.
"Please Ashton! Don't take him away! I-I'll do whatever you want! I'll marry you! Please!!"
My shoulders shook while I cried. I'm so scared to lose my son. Oh God! It hurts so much!
"Good." There was a hint of satisfaction in his voice and i feel so defeated already . "I'll see you later. Let's talk about our wedding." And With that, he cut the line.
Nabitawan ko ang phone ko at bumagsak din ako sa sahig. Hindi parin maabsorb ang mga nangyari. I feel like i wanna puke.
Ilang taon kong inayawan ang pagpapakasal sa kanya pero dun din naman pala ang bagsak ko.
How can I marry the person I hate?! The person i loathe so much. How can i live with him? Knowing he enjoys my misery and pain. What kind of man does that to the mother of his child? And what did i do to deserve this?
All my thoughts have been chaotic since he arrived. All my senses are all over the place. My emotions are through the roof. All because of that bastard. When am i gonna have my own peace? Kailan ko mararanasan ang buhay na walang Ashton?
I hugged myself and started sobbing again. All the efforts i did just to get away from him was wasted. Everything i did was useless.
I didn't ask for this. I didn't want to be a part of Ashton's life. All I wanted was to just have a simple life and forget about every painful memories in the past. Though partying every night wasn't a simple life, still, I never had any problems before he came. Kung meron man ay yung hindi masyadong malaki.
I wish i never made that decision back then. All would have been fine.
But if I didn't do that, Asher would have never been born.
Flashback....
"Whooh!!" I screamed while dancing with a stranger. Nandito kami ng mga kaibigan ko sa isang sikat na bar. Gabi-gabi kaming lumalabas at nagpapakasaya.
I'm so drunk already but I don't care. This is my life now! I felt the guy's hand roamed around my body. Touching me everywhere.
Hindi ko sinaway ang lalaki. I'm used to it already. And besides, I'm too drunk to even mind.
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General FictionAll Molly ever wanted was to live a normal life with her son, Asher. Away from the chaos and violence of her son's father. If she has a choice, ilalayo niya ang anak sa ama nito. But how could she if she doesn't have the means to even escape his cla...
