◆Chapter 17 - Justice

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JOHN KURT'S POV


"Bakit ka nagbago ng plano ng hindi man lang nag sasabi sa akin!" Sinigawan niya ako. I cant give a hint on what she's dealing with.

"Im sorry Miss Via" Yumuko nalang ako kahit ayaw ko. Wala naman akong magagawa. Siya ang pinuno ng Red Grimiore Organization at isa lang akong tagasunod.

Weirdest than ever in our rules. Walang kinalaman ang blood relation sa pagiging protector. There are exactly thousand of rules in our Organization pero isa lamang ang tumatak talaga sa isipan ko: Never have a affair with the person who you protects.

Para sa akin, Mas mabigat ang obligasyon ko bilang protector kaysa sa feelings ko because in this way, I could protect the person who was the reason behind this feeling at dito ko talaga naipapakita ang pagmamahal ko sa kanya. I already accepted that the only thing i want is the only thing i cant really have.

"JK naman! Dapat nakikipag ugnayan ka pa rin kay Pia. Kailangang makakuha ka ng impormasyon sa White Sorority!" Bulyaw niya sa akin. She's angry right now but what can i do? Ginawa ko lang ang dapat na gawin.

"Makipag ugnayan? Makikipag ugnayan na ba ngayon ang pagiging boyfriend niya?!" I startled her. Umiwas ako ng tingin dahil sa mainit na kinalalagyan ko ngayon. For years. They ruled the RGO (Red Grimiore Organization) and they also rule my own self.

"I mean, Via... Kinukupkop ako ng Tatay mo (Zeref) para ano? Para controlin ang buhay ko." Tumingin ako ng diretso sa kanyang mga mata. Masasabi kong naiintindihan niya ako pero nanaig ang karapatan ko bilang protector.

"Yan ba ang tingin mo sa tatay naten. You've been with him through out these years hanggang sa nawala siya. He didnt control your life. He just want you to be a real protector"

"Real protector? Dahil sa obligasyon ko. Dahil din sa pag rerespeto ko sa tatay mo. Umikot ang mundo ko sa pagiging protector at Nawala sa akin ang kumukumpleto sa buhay ko!" Nawala ang respeto ko at ang pagiging malaya ko ng dahil doon. Mas mabigat nga ang obligasyon ko bilang protector pero mas mahalaga ang nararamdaman ko para sa kanya.

Yun ang gusto kong sabihin at imulat sa kanya pero hindi ko masabi dahil sa rasong 'I cant blame anyone but me'

"Kurt, I'm sorry for what happened to you and Erza. I'm reaaly sorry for that feelings you can't control. I'm sorry if that's what you thinks about our dad that had been your family since you were little, Kurt... Face the fact that you were destined to be part of our organization." He hold my shoulders using her hands. I can see desperations and weakness on her eyes yet there was a hint that he really do understand me.

"Maybe, It's my fate to be a protector. I can really 'face' that fact but Miss Via, You should also know that I'm not really born to be a protector." I said without any emotions at all. Still, I have my respect on those words. I'm older but she's the leader of RGO and I have to treat her like one.

"You are one of us Kurt. That's your choice not dad, not me but you. You have chosen us so act like one. " I guess, It was me who had that mistake on choosing this obligation but I have no choice but to accept this kind of decision. Being a protector is not my thing but being my Jimmy and Erza's protector is my goal.

"Okay. Being divergent's protector will be my lifetime if and only if..... You'll change the rules" She started to have that kind of look that makes me shiver. But at this moment, I'll follow my instincts or I'll follow what decisions what my heart really desires. It's time to fight for my rights that I've been seeking for a couple of years ago.
She gazed at me shortly and tighten her grip for a second then she glances on the ground facing her back on me. On that angle, I know she'll left me without spitting words that I expect from her.

Her Happy Ending: DIVERGENTTahanan ng mga kuwento. Tumuklas ngayon