You can't leave me alone - Part 2

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"Hey" I close the door behind me. "Hi" Erik smiles at me. I sit back down on the chair next to his bed.

"How do you feel?" I ask worriedly. "Could be better I guess" short silence.

"How are you doing?" he asks now. I shrug my shoulders. "The last few days haven't been great. Plus, I was really afraid that you... you know... wouldn't wake up." I almost only whisper the last two words. "I'm sorry" Erik raises an arm and doesn't have to say anything that I understand what he wants.

I slide along the bed with the chair until I'm at head level and carefully lower my head onto his chest. "I love you" "I love you too" I smile and listen to his heartbeat.

"What did you actually want to tell me that was so important?" he asks after a while. "What do you mean?" I really have no idea what he's talking about. "I wasn't really awake, but I could still hear you" "Oh yeah" Why did I mention it in front of him?! "I can't and don't want to say that here. When you get back home, okay?" he nods. "Yeah"

Pov Simon
Wille has been in Stockholm for almost three weeks. I miss him. But he will come back here this afternoon after accompanying his brother home from the hospital. He said he would let me know when he got back so I could go and see him.

I have no idea what this is between us. Somehow we're together, someway we're not, it's just so confusing. I hope that our meeting doesn't become somehow akward and that we can somehow clarify what is between us.

Because I like him a lot and I want to be with him too, but he's a prince and I have no idea how that works. I have no idea whether that's even possible, he with me and that somehow scares me.

- I'll be there in about ten minutes

~ Ok
~ See you later💜

I take another deep breath before raising my hand to knock. "Yes?" I hear Will quietly through the door. "It's me" "Come in" I open the door and my eyes fall on Wille, who is lying on his bed with his phone in his hand.

"Hi" he puts down said phone and stands up. "Hi" I smile. "Wait a second" he comes to me, closes the door and locks it. "Sorry, but otherwise August will be back inside in ten minutes at the latest to get on my nerves."

He grins and just looks into my eyes for a few seconds. It feels like he's staring into my soul. Then he pulls me into a hug. "I missed you" he says quietly. "I missed you too" he slowly lets go of me again, looks at me questioningly and after I nodded, he carefully places his lips on mine. It feels good. Really good.

"I have a question" "What is it?" "Are we, like, dating" I look questioningly at Wille, who is lying between my legs and has rested his head on my chest. "I think so, right?" I nod slowly. "Yes"

"We just have to be really careful who finds out about it" he sounds as if he wants to slowly bring me to something. "What's up?" "Listen" he turns so he can look at me.

"I have no idea if we'll ever be able to make it public because, from my parents' point of view, it's problematic. Well, they don't know about it, but I know them" his eyes fill a little with tears. I push a strand of hair out of his face.

"Okay" I smile. "Okay? No worries about it?" "I accept it and try to deal with it. In the end everything works out, doesn't it?" he nods and kisses me.

- Are you coming with me tomorrow?

~ Where to?

- Palace

~ Palace?!

- Yes

~ I don't know
~ Why are you even asking me like that?
~ It's not like we saw each other an hour ago

- It just came to my mind now
- Please
- It will be so boring and annoying without you
- Besides, I need you
- I want to tell Erik
- After he had met you

~ Do you think this is really such a good idea?

- Yes, I think so
- And before I forget, my parents are away all weekend, so you wouldn't see them

~ I have to ask mom for a moment
~ I can come

- Thanks

"Are you nervous?" Wille looks at me questioningly. "Yes" he takes my hand and interlocks our fingers. "You just have to get used to the staff and my brother, he should especially lie in his bed, which he won't do, I know him."

He looks at the driver, no idea why exactly. Now he leans over to me and kisses my neck. So that's what it was for.

Pov Wilhelm
"What do you think?" I look questioningly at Simon, who is sitting on my bed. Somehow it's really strange that he's here, in the palace, in my room, but somehow also so beautiful, I don't know how to really describe it. "It's huge" "Mhm" I sit down next to him.

"Erik texted me before. He asks if you want pizza and if so, what kind, he would order" "Pizza sounds good" Simon nods.

We spend the next hour lying around and being on our phones. With no one before, apart from Erik, I was so comfortable that I just lay on my bed and watched some videos with them. In fact, I've never really had a friend who I would've wanted in my room, cause it's something I don't like much.

Someone's knocking at the door. Simon quickly sits up and slides away from me because it's a bit obvious when he's lying between my legs.

The door opens and Erik is standing inside. "Hi" he raises his hand with a smile. "Hello" Simon seems surprisingly calm, but maybe he isn't. I have to correct myself, he's probably not as calm as he seems. "The food is here now and if I were you, I would come, otherwise it would be cold. And as we all know, warmed-up pizza isn't really great"

We talk about the whole meal, mostly about the last few weeks. At some point Erik starts telling Simon a very embarrassing story about me. They both find it very funny, judging by their laughter, but I don't.

But the fact that Erik and Simon get along so well gives me hope. I know that Erik will accept it, but somehow I still have a bad feeling. I'm not scared or anything, it's just weird.

Simon had to go to the bathroom, so Erik and I sit alone at the dining table.

"I like him" he eats the last bit of his pizza left. "Erik?" "Yes?" he leans back and looks at me intently. "I told you in the hospital that I'll tell you something when you get home, right?" he nods. "Mom and Dad must know absolutely nothing about what I’m about to tell you" he gets up and sits on the chair next to me. "Promise"

Pov Simon
I stand in the doorway and watch Wille and Erik, smiling, as they hug each other. It seems like Wille told him. I notice Wille looking in my direction. He says something to his brother that I don't understand and then gets up to come to me.

"Is everything alright?" I look at him questioningly. He kisses me lovingly. "Yes everything alright." he smiles. I must admit, his smile is the most beautiful thing I have ever seen.

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