GENAHSYDE. -A Jamaican Love Story.

KENDRA!

It's almost a week now Zidane sit in my living room and tell me everything. I mean everything from being di Don fi Mountain View ago almost ten years now, how it's done, how him haffi look over fi di people dem cause he's all they know. Keeping everything and body in line. To his weed business both the legal and the illegal side. Shipment both weed and guns. Working with law enforcement and politicians. His real estate and trading EVERYTHING.

I think he think tell me everything would be a good thing. Fresh start ....no secret nothing hiding everything in the open. And I like that for him. And over the three day before him come by I think about the situation. And come to the conclusion that it always got to be Zidane nuh matta wah. Cause what I feel for him is way beyond me ...it's next level. It surpass mi body now it like he consume my mind, body, soul ...and if anything else is there that to.

But when I ask him if he has even kill anyone. Stupid question, but also no question is stupid. He answer yes ...cool. At what age was his first kill. Seventeen ...cool. How much people him kill. Him lose count, but they all deserve it ...cool. When was the last time he kill someone. A day ago. How much? ...Three.

I didn't know how to process that. So to make it best for the both of us. I tell him I can't do this. I literally saw his soul left his body. We come to the conclusion (after him trying to make me understand what is what) that I need time to think ...I need a break.

And apparently Zidane don't know the definition of break. Cause I get my good morning message every morning likewise good night. And endless call throughout the day even though I don't pick up.

I would be lying If i say i don't miss him. But I can't wrap my head around the situation. And best believe I am trying.

So here Me and Mel having lunch and a rainy Thursday wallowing in our man problems. Turn out Mel didn't even get to tell Mike about har hook up with Lans ...homeboy was coming over to get her, cause he wanted to break off the engagement. Say he has been in love with someone at work for almost a year now. I had my suspicion, but was giving him the benefit of the doubt. Mel isn't really wallowing more like want back har years and time, but oh well. She and Lans decide on being friends for now (maybe with a little benefits) and see where things go. He's real a gentleman, but a killa too. Don't know how I feel about it knowing I am the middle man. But fuck the heart that always get what it want.

Reach home and decide to link up Charmaine, she pick up on the third ring.

"Wifey."

"Yuh nuh see mi did a call yuh?"

"Well hello to you too mommy."

"Ken nuh cum wid di crap. Yuh nuh see di miss call?"

"Suh nuh that's why mi a link yuh goody."

"Suh nuh dat yuh fi say. Whappen?"

"Bwoy yuh dramatic. Mi deh yah. Tired like dog."

"Mek two a wi. Yuh eat?"

"Mi a cool off fi guh cook. A wah tired yuh now?"

"Guh buy goods today masa God di place torment. Den mi cum back cum put sum clothes inna di machine. Clean up di shop and di house."

"And mi haffi cuss off di one Rose bwoy. Kens from bout two week now, di bwoy fi cum fix sum stool fi mi. Rose a gwan bout how him tallawah. Li fool fool bwoy she have deh. Suh mi say arite send him cum. Mi a drive guh down di road dis morning and see him. Suh mi say to him if a suh him do business. Him say arite him ago do it now. Mi rass Kens a disgrace fi see di hurry-cum-up sumting dem, di bwoy cum a gimmi bout a eight grand wuk. Dem chakka-chakka till a insult to people backside."

"Suh yuh pay him?" Mi laugh. Charmaine and har stories.

"Yuh a waah next rass mad one. Fi wah? Mi a look out fi Rose she to enuh, cause she a waah next one."

"Mommy just call it."

"Yuh good enuh."

"Anyways ...suh how work a treat yuh?"

"Nah complain enuh. Have mi up and down days, but di love still deh deh."

"True yah mi girl. Inna betta position dan nuff people. Suh how di pretty Doctor?"

"Mommyyyy. A mi boss and mi nuh know if him pretty. Him good still."

"Hmmmm anything yuh say. Mi see how him look pan yuh from wen mi cum do mi check up...fada Jesus and is a fine gentleman."

Di ting wid being yuh mada Nurse and Doctor.

"Mommy him bout ten years olda dan mi and again a mi boss."

"So? Maxwell di seven years olda dan mi. And mi love di hell outta him. Think yuh woulda married him by now."

"Yuh love di drama enuh."

"But mi know yuh heart wid Maureen bwoy still. Wah him name again?"

"Mommy yuh know him name. And mi nuh know wah yuh a talk bout."

"Hmmmmm all di blind cah see dat Kens. Maureen tell mi she see yuh wah day yah and how yuh look good."

"Bwoy."

"But if mi haffi tek a gunman ova a Doctor wah fi do."

Di fuck!

"Mommy how yuh know Zidane a gunman?

"Kens who nuh know dat. Him neva left a gun cum yah him and him friend dem. Maureen tell mi a while back say him tun Don now."

"Mommy and yuh neva tell mi. Mi just fine out last week."

"Think yuh know how uno close."

"Not a damn ting. It wi a war bout right now."

"Ken word from di wise. Wi cah think wid wi heart, but in di end it bound fi win. Mi know yuh love dat bwoy from a long time. Maureen say uno look happy together and dats is all dat matta. Sometimes wi cah help who wi heart pick. Just nuh lose yuh self inna di mix. Always remember who you are and what you stand for. Yuh a big woman mi cah tell yuh who fi love. Just be safe inna everyting yuh do and everywhere yuh guh."

"Thanks mommy. Know mi away appreciate yuh kind words."

"Dat mi deh yah fah mi baby. But tell him fi mi gun bark louda if him hurt yuh."

"Message will pass on." Mi laugh.

"Alright. Yuh did get di pants like di one yuh have from Christmas fi mi?"

"Oh yea and sum otha tings mi orda... tomorrow mi send dem."

"Alright. I love you mi baby. Guh look sumting eat."

"I love you more mommy. Lata."

Just what I needed....
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Don't think the male sex know the definition of break...but lets see how Zidane and Kendra break play out.

Btw I love Miss Charmaine and Kendra relationship. Let me know if you guy want more of Miss Charmaine.

Thank you for reading.