Wake up this morning and I honestly don't know what to think or feel. I shot a fucking man last night...the fuck! It's like my eyes were just suddenly drawn to the guy, everything happen in slow motion. Zidane turn to the window and I see him lift his shirt and I suddenly went into protective mode...fuck.
Then Zidane had to flight out early this morning. Lans pick him up Zidane, then Jubba drop off Kia about an hour later. Say Candice was gonna come by, but morning sick doing her bad.
Kia, he the best little two and a half year old ever.
When his dad drop him off he's wasn't scared that he left him. Maybe he was just expecting to see his uncle. Didn't take him long to realize what was happening, so being shy it was ...just sitting on the couch hang on to his dinosaur backpack. Then he discover Ice and they become besties.Put the tv on Disney Junior and he realize I have internet and technology things...and the rest of the day is history. Between playing with dinosaur and trucks, going back and forth between Disney Junior and youtube on his tablet, chasing each other around, him helping me clean, making mac and cheese together (which in his words were very yummy, plus alot of high fives) we are now officially bestfriends.
It's now after four and I don't know where the day went. I honest don't know how Candice do it or any mother on a whole, cause it's a whole days work. Sitting on the living room floor eating hot flaming cheetos with apple juice ...juice box. Because apparently this tiny amazing human think it's not that spicy. So here we are snacking and colouring .
"What colour is that?" I ask.
"Oh blue one."
"Good jobbbb."
"And this one?"
"Wellow."
"Wow your so smart."
"I know all my colours."
"I seeee."
"Can I dump them out?"
"Yea sure you can ...thanks for asking."
"Your welcome."
I want one I smile to myself.
"I am going to draw it for Uncle Zee Zee."
"He's going to love it."
Kia is fully of energy, is very independent and real smart for his age. We spend the next hour sing a,b,c, three,four, five and playing with Ice who he like licking his hands.
Just give him a bathe where we had to kill so bubble monster and after a short cry for cereal. We are now relaxing on the couch him drinking his milk with Ice under his arm.
Although I am tired it was a friday well spend. Plus It didn't give me room to think about last night incident. I really miss Zidane though, I just want to be close to him. Everything was going so good last night until it wasn't. I haven't heard his voice all day, but he did text keeping me posted on his every move. He said something about looking at houses tomorrow in Atlanta and and meet up with some old friends.
Do I ever see myself living in Atlanta? I know Zidane won't live there permanently, cause of his roll in Jamaica. So I guess we are stuck here...guess it would just be our vacation home. It nuh badda mi still, cause anywhere Zee deh a home fi mi.
My phone start ringing and I look over to find Kia fast asleep with his little tiny fingers wrap around his bottles hanging on for dear life...looking at the screen I smile.
"I was just thinking about you."
"Mi know yuh crazy bout mi." He joke. But his voice sounds off.
"Yuh good?...Hold on deh mek mi put Kia fi lay down."
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GENAHSYDE. -A Jamaican Love Story.
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