GENAHSYDE. -A Jamaican Love Story.

KENDRA!

Readjust myself in my sit and put on my sit belt. I reach for the Arizona I got at the gas station before we head out. Reaching in my bag i find a
mint gum, pop it in my mouth and grab my chopstick. What the fuck was I thinking? Well it was a good idea to give Zidane head while driving before his ex interrupt.

"Wah di fuck yuh waah Tee?" Zidane answer angrily.

Nickname k.

"Yuh nuh see mi a call yuh from wen? Wah yuh a gwan suh fah?"

"Tee wah yuh waah? Mi tell yuh fi stop call mi fucking phone."

"From yuh find dah pretty dunce doctor gal deh yuh a move away enuh. Mi just a gi yuh time fi see yuh mistake. Anyway is a money mi di a look inna di weekend yah still."

Applying my chopstick, chew on my gum and sipping on my Arizona. I don't know why I feel this calm.

"Yuh hear how stupid yuh sound right now. Cum off a mi pussyclat phone. Fuck wrong wid yuh." He says. Hanging up ...even more angry.

Reaching over for my hand I snatch it away and look out the window.

"Kens?"

"Kendra nuh badda wid di fuck." He says calmly.

"Kens wah mi do now?"

"Why she still even have access to yuh?"

"Babes mi deeven know say di numba still save. And mi cah control fi har end."

"Kens."

I don't know why I am upset, just know I am. Maybe because he didn't go in depth to defend me, because she still has access to him, because she once had him, because am just being selfish or jealous or foolish.

Zidane take my hand and I didn't fight him on it.
Rubbing his thumb over my knuckles become so soothing. Next thing I know I wake up in eight rivers town centre in Ocho Rois.

"Wah yuh waah fi eat babes?" He ask calmly.

Point towards KFC ...we wait in the drive through in complete silence. Coming to my senses now I realize I was just being petty. He didn't do anything wrong, but I really don't want to admit that I was wrong so we wait. Zidane didn't have to ask what I want he just order.

Getting our food I remember I need to get skin care products from the pharmacy and he goes back around calmly with a complain. Grab a few items including a hair oil treatment he's always talking about just because he's my man.

"Wi good? " He ask. As I enter the car.

"Yea." I answer. Doing everything just to not make eye contact.

"Kens."

"We good Zee." I answer. Finally looking at him, he look so handsome ...and sad.

"Yuh sure?"

I nod.

"Sure sure?"

"We good."

"Gimme a kiss."

Though he would never ask. Reaching over a quick kiss turning into a full makeout session.

"Babes yuh cah mek nuh body cum between wi ...a mi and yuh inna dis." He says. With his forehead press to mine.

"I know. Am sorry."

"Don't be. Yuh have all right fi feel how yuh feel. Just know say a wi to di end. Mi woulda neva hurt yuh. Ok?"

"Okay."

"Eat. Yuh nuh know how happy yuh mek mi."

He give me a quick kiss. And I want to just lay in his arms forever. I feel him looking at me and it's a feeling I grow to love.