Ellies P.O.V
I went straight home after we landed back in England from Ibiza yesterday, I just needed some space, some time to think. I have no idea what's going on in Leah's head right now, and to be honest I don't really know what's going on in mine either. I don't even know whether we are still together or not, but I'm definitely not doing a break. What the hell is that all about anyway? It's just a shit cop out of leaving someone in my opinion. I'm actually quite pissed off about the whole thing if I'm honest, she's leaving me because she doesn't want to be a distraction, like she thinks leaving me isn't actually going to be the biggest distraction over anything else. And it doesn't help that I'm going to SGP for the final preparation camp tonight, we will be playing a send off game at the end and then I get a few days off before we fly to Australia.
I've been busy packing today and spending some time with Beth and Viv, its been nice to spend some time with them, it feels like its been so long. I'm absolutely gutted for Beth, she is also missing the World Cup due to an injury she picked up, obviously she was devastated and it was so hard seeing her like that, I know she will miss the World Cup but hopefully she wont be out for too long after that. So I wont have my bestie or my girlfriend throughout the summer, but at least i'll still have Keira, Lucy and G plus I've got football.
"Who are they going to room you with do you think?" Beth asks
"Aw mate, don't. I forgot about that" I sigh, Beth has always been my roomie at England camps
"I hope its Zelem" Beth laughs
"Noooo" I laugh "I love her, but fuck me I don't think I could handle the constant chat"
Ping Ping
Leah: Please can you come see me before you go x
I take a deep breath as I sit back on the kitchen chair.
"You alright?" Beth asks
"Yeah. It's Leah. She's asked if I will go see her before I go"
"What do you think about that?"
"I don't know mate. Is she just going to end it?"
"I don't know. But would you rather know either way before you go? No matter what the outcome is"
"Yeah I suppose"
"I've got your back you know" Beth sympathetically smiles as she puts an arm around me
"Thanks mate. I'm gonna miss ya" I smile
"Aww don't get all soppy on me. But i'll miss you too"
Beth and I hug each other for a few moments, a hug I didn't realise I needed.
"Now or never I suppose"
"You'll be fine mate, let me know how you get on and have a good camp"
"Thanks mate, say bye to Viv for me"
"I will" Beth smiles, we embrace in one last hug before I get all my stuff and get into the car.
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Leah's P.O.V
I'm feeling nervous to see Ellie, but I really want to see her before she goes to camp. I don't want her to go to camp whilst we are like this, its not fair.
Suddenly I hear a knock at the door, assuming its Ellie, which feels weird as she has basically lived here for the past couple of months and even has a key.
"Lost your key?" I smile as I open the door, trying to ease my nerves
"Er...I didn't...erm"
"Ellie I'm joking" I smile, noticing Ellie is clearly as nervous as me
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FanficEllie Jones has a big heart, she is feisty and passionate, football is the love of her life but she also loves her family and friends deeply, She would do anything for anyone. She has tons of love to give, but could she give it to someone in a relat...
