mixed || n.h

18

(A/N: this chapter is pretty sexual but no, they don't have sex. im not having them have sex only three months into the relationship.. but i will have them do other things..)

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niall parked his car on top of a hill in west hollywood. it was one of the best places in los angeles to make out, and it had a pretty overview of the city.

niall wasn't planning on taking november on the hill, but it just sort of happened.

"i've never been up here before," november gasped, staring out into the beautiful city lights. "how'd you find this place?"

"zayn told me about it. he comes up here to think," niall wrapped his arms around november's waist, pulling her close.

"to think?"

"that's what he told me," niall chuckled, kissing november's forehead.

"so why are we up here?"

the couple swayed back and forth, niall's chin on top of november's head. november played with the hem of niall's shirt until he lifted her up and twirled her around, making her shriek in delight.

once he set her down, she kissed the corner of his mouth and then his cheek. "you're in a good mood," she smiled.

"i'm always in a good mood when i'm with you."

november gave him a weird look, but shrugged it off. she was still upset about what happened at her party, but she was trying her hardest not to let it bother her. she was at one of the most beautiful places in los angeles with the most beautiful guy she knew, and she was just happy he was her's and she was his.

suddenly, niall pressed his lips to november's, and placed his hands on her lower back. she was taken by surprise, but she kissed back and placed her hands on his cheeks. because he was taller than her, she had to stand on her tippy-toes, but she didn't mind.

"let's go to the car," niall led november to the backseat of his car and shut the door. november felt anxious, remembering the past events that occurred when they were last back there.

there was a dim light coming from a street light outside, but that was it. november looked at niall who was just sitting there hungrily eyeing her up and down.

"what?" she shyly asked.

"nothing, i'm just looking at you."

november felt her cheeks heating up, so she turned away and began playing with her hair, something she does when she's nervous.

"why did you bring me up here?"

niall scooted closer, making november's stomach feel like it was in her throat. he grabbed her hand and began kissing up her arm, then to her neck, somewhere he's never kissed her before.

her breathing hitched as he pulled her onto his lap, so she was straddling him. part of her wanted to pull away, but the other part was enjoying it, so she stayed put and began repeating niall's previous actions.

he left out a gruff moan as her hand accidentally ran over his growing erection, making november feel like she was the one in control.

niall placed his hands on november's ass, making her giggle into the kiss. she started doing something she thought she wasn't ever going to do, which was unbuttoning niall's shirt.

she left his shirt unbuttoned half way and began kissing his bare chest, making him practically melt under her touch.

"fuck i love you," he breathed, starting to lift up the hem of november's shirt.

november's eyes widened in realization and moved his hand away, placing it on her waist instead. niall pouted, only to continue kissing her roughly.

neither had any idea what they were doing, but they didn't want to stop. november unzipped niall's jeans and he slid them off, leaving him in his boxers and unbuttoned shirt.

"i want to give you a present," november said, voice small.

"but it's your birthday," niall said in confusion.

"i know, but i think you deserve it. i'm not losing my virginity to you in the back of your car by the way, and i know the same goes for you."

niall nodded in realization, "so what are you suggesting?"

november palmed niall through his boxers and kissed him, drowning out his moans.

"you don't have to do that," niall reassured, but didn't stop november from doing what she was doing.

"but i want to," she smiled. "i just.. don't know how?"

"well, when i.. pleasure myself, i guess.. fuck i don't want to talk about this with you," niall covered his face with his hands in embarrassment.

"do you want me to give you a hand job or not?" november crossed her arms.

"i do, fuck yes, i do, but it's just awkward talking about how i like my dick being handled."

november laughed, and soon enough, niall was too. they were so unexperienced and awkward that it made them love each other a bit more, if that was even possible.

"guide me through it," november instructed.

"do i have your full consent?"

november nodded in response, watching as niall pulled down his boxers, his erection hitting his stomach. november practically gasped, because holy shit she was actually going for it.

"we're doing this in the back seat of your car," she said, more to herself than to niall.

"so you just.. put your hand here.." niall grabbed november's hand and wrapped it around his length, making her blush even harder than she was.

"and then the rest is up to you," niall interrupted her thoughts and watched her with steady eyes.

november gulped, trying to muster up the strength to actually move her hand, because what if he didn't like it?

she moved her hand up and down slowly, not knowing what to do. her eyes never left niall's, because she didn't want to look at what was in her hand. it would just make her more nervous.

niall let out soft moans, shutting his eyes and biting his lip. november kept going at the pace she was at, unsure of what to do next.

"faster," niall managed to say.

november did as instructed, making niall's moans become louder.

november didn't know what she was getting out of this, but she felt content knowing she was the one making niall moan this loud, and she was the first one to see him this vulnerable.

"'m gonna come," niall moaned out, making november's eyes go wide.

november didn't say anything, she just mixed up her hand movements and began to kiss her boyfriend. he let out one last moan until he came all over his stomach.

november pulled away, waiting for niall to say something, anything. he opened his eyes and looked at november, "are you sure you've never done that before?"

november shook her head, not sure if she was supposed to take it as a compliment or not.

"go in the glove compartment and get the tissue box that's in there."

november reached over to the front seat and did as she was told, handing the box of tissues to niall. he cleaned himself up and threw the used tissues inside a little trashcan he had in the very back of his car.

"was it okay?" november shyly asked, fumbling with her hair.

"okay? it was more than okay, baby. it was great, especially for your first time doing something like that."

niall grabbed his boxers and pants, slipping them on. he pulled november to his chest and began stroking her hair, making her sigh in appreciation.

"let's get you home, angel. your parents are waiting for you."

(A/N: sorry if it was shitty ive never given a hand job before?? oops?)