mixed || n.h

7

"i'm going to kill him. where's his dorm?"

bri paced back and forth across the room, contemplating wether or not to kick niall's ass or not.

"no, bri, it's fine. i'm just being a prude. i shouldn't have even worn that. it's my fault," november sniffled.

"no, don't say that. this is your dorm and that is your body, and if you wanted to walk around here naked, you should have been able to. you two just started dating. he should have known he can't touch you like that yet."

"yet?"

"i mean, if you want him too. don't pressure yourself, alright? he's a stupid boy, a stupid stupid boy, and he'll come to his senses. for now, don't call him, don't talk to him, wait for him to come to you," bri sat next to november, beginning to braid her hair.

november nodded, playing with one of her braids. she knew bri was right, this was her dorm, and even though she was dating niall, he should have respected her and her body and kept his hands to himself.

"it's not your fault you have a big ass," bri finished off the braids and playfully slapped november's butt.

"okay, no," november laughed.

"it's true! don't deny it, nov. have you not seen those vines of those white boys staring at black girls' ass' as they walk away? they eat that shit up like candy. literally-"

"okay, okay! i get it. stop talking, please."

"if he calls you, don't pick up. well, if he calls you five times, pick up on the third ring. that way, it'll make it seem like you weren't sitting by your phone waiting for him. and, if he texts you, leave that shit on read," bri rambled.

"wow. i can see how you and justin have been dating for so long," november teased.

"me and justin have been dating for so long 'cause no one is gonna treat him like i do. he knows he's not gonna find anyone better than me."

november rolled her eyes, glancing at her phone. niall still hasn't tried contacting her, which made her even more upset. if he was expecting her to apologize, he was gonna wait a long time, because she did nothing wrong, and she has nothing to apologize for.

"now let's eat the chocolate your little boy toy brought you."

â؄

"i don't see why she got so mad at you."

niall sat on the edge of his bed, ranting to zayn about how much of an idiot he was. he really shouldn't have done that. he didn't think november was easy, he hadn't even had sex yet. he had no idea what he was doing.

being a 20 year old virgin in college was just rare these days. it's not like he was saving himself for marriage, he's just not been interested in anyone. he's only kissed one person in his life, and that was when he was 14 at his best friend's birthday party for spin the bottle.

"she got mad because i'm a horny piece of shit who can't keep his hands to himself," niall groaned.

"you're being too hard on yourself. just call her and apologize. you guys just started dating, so it's understandable that she was acting like that. i mean, every girl i've dated ended up giving me head on the first date or we ended up fucking in the back of my car, but they weren't virgins so," zayn smirked, obviously proud of his achievements.

"she's not a virgin, zayn."

"are you sure? has she told you?"

"not exactly?"

zayn laughed, shaking his head. he patted niall on the cheek and started texting.

the more niall thought about it, the more sense it made. november never told him if she's had sex or not. he assumed she had, since she was, well, she was november, who wouldn't want her?

"maybe she is a virgin," niall said more to himself than to zayn.

"just call her up and tell her you're sorry. problem solved. then, you can sweep her off her feet and take her virginity like the little romeo you are."

niall bit his lip, eyeing his phone. the thought of sex made him uncomfortable. he could talk about sex, watch people having sex, but the thought of himself having sex made him squirm.

"i don't think so," niall sighed. zayn still assumes niall has lost his virginity, which is understandable. he didn't want to tell zayn he in fact was still a virgin, because he would never hear the end of it.

"you don't want to have sex with her? if you don't want to, i will kindly take up on that offer, mate," zayn wiggled his eyebrows, making niall scoff.

"aren't you dating chloe?"

"chloe and i have an open relationship," zayn shrugged, going back to texting.

"i don't think that's how it works."

â؄

it was day two of not talking to niall. november saw him from time to time, but took bri's advice and ignored him.

he had texted her over 20 times, saying how sorry he was and how much of an idiot he was. well, he was an idiot, november knew that, but that's not the point.

november made her way to her and bri's usual hang out spot on campus. it was just an open field where they would sometimes have picnics and talk about how stupid boys were.

"november!"

november quickly turned around, groaning when she saw niall running towards her.

she started walking to her original destination, and ignored niall's calls.

"can you please stop ignoring me?" niall caught up to her, panting as he began to walk.

"i don't want to talk to you, niall."

"then don't talk. let me do all the talking," he panted.

"you have 5 minutes," november continued walking, waiting for niall to talk. she wasn't about to back down.

"i can't tell you how sorry i am. i know what i did was wrong, but you can't blame me, okay? you can't expect me not to want to do stuff with you when you're sitting there looking like you were. i know that's no excuse but-"

"you don't get a free pass to touch my ass just because you're a virgin," november interrupted. "that's like me touching your dick because i'm a virgin."

niall almost choked on his spit. "i-i didn't know you were.. i just assumed.. never mind. i know, baby. i'm sorry. can we please not fight anymore? can we go back to how things were?"

november was about to yell at him for assuming she wasn't a virgin, but as soon as he called her baby her heart began to race.

"i guess," she sighed, cheeks on fire.

"i'll keep my hands to myself," niall promised, wrapping his hand in hers.

"you better," she motioned for him to kiss her cheek. as soon as he leaned in, she turned her head, their lips pressing together. november pulled away, proud of herself.

"bye," she kissed his cheek one last time and went off to tell bri the good news that she had finally had her first kiss.

niall, however, was standing in the middle of the campus, shocked.

(A/N: i kid you not, this is how my first kiss happened lmao. so embarrassing but i was like, 12. im not feeling too well bc being a girl sucks major ass but i cant not update this book so, youre welcome. pray for me.)