mixed || n.h

19

niall got to zayn's apartment at around ten at night, a big smile plastered on his face.

"why are you so happy?" zayn smirked, heating up him and niall a frozen pizza.

"nothing," niall sat on the couch, flipping through the channels on the telly.

zayn took the pizza out of the microwave and handed niall a slice, sitting next to him. they sat there quietly, watching late night movies and eating pizza.

"did she give you head?" zayn finally asked, making niall almost choke on his pizza.

"no, no. nothing like that."

"that's such bullshit, mate. you're sitting here all giddy, which you never are. i thought we were bros," zayn fake pouted, only to push niall's arm, making him whine in response.

"she gave me a hand job," niall shrugged, taking another bite out of his pizza.

"i thought you guys already did all of that shit. that's nothing."

niall scoffed, flipping through the channels some more.

"so you haven't even fucked her yet?"

niall ignored zayn's question and got up to throw away his trash. he wasn't about to exploit his and november's relationship- the sexual part of it, that is.

"you're a virgin, aren't you?"

niall froze, immediately turning red. he never told zayn he was a virgin, he just let him assume he wasn't. it wasn't his business anyway.

"oh my god you are! fuck, man. you're 20 and you still haven't gotten laid yet?"

"yes, okay? just fuck off," niall spat, heading into the guest room. he shut the door and climbed into bed, shutting off the lamp.

his back was facing the door, because he didn't feel like talking to zayn. he was annoyed and frustrated, and he knew it wasn't a big deal, but zayn was just being a dick about it.

niall opened his eyes once he heard the door creak open, and someone sitting at the edge of the bed.

"look, niall. i don't care if you're a virgin or not. i'm just kind of.. shocked. when you told me you've never had a girlfriend, i thought you meant you just fucked around with a bunch of girls. it's not a big deal, just kind of shocking," zayn turned the lamp on and pulled the covers off of niall.

niall rolled his eyes and sat up, "it's just embarrassing," he sighed.

"i know 'm the last person who should be giving you advice about this, but don't rush into things, yeah? i can see you two really love each other so don't fuck anything up."

"i really do love her."

"i know, man. just take things at your own pace. i should have waited to lose my virginity, but it's not exactly something you can undo, ya know?"

niall nodded, running his fingers through his hair. zayn patted him on the back and walked out of the room, turning off the lamp and shutting the door.

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[texting thread; 1:04 am]

baby irish: Hi baby

Blaxican Angel: hi(-:

baby irish: Sorry for texting you so late. Or early

Blaxican Angel: its okay bub. i cant sleep anyway

baby irish: Are you okay??

Blaxican Angel: yeah im fine, ni. dont worry about it